Posted: Sun Nov 15, 2009 5:06 PM CST
Gray
Another beautiful day here in lonely land. dark gray clouds drizzling a cold rain. perfect snuggling weather, and im alone in my apartment as usual. nothing to do but escape into worlds of fantasy by finding some book to read. 
Posted: Tue Aug 18, 2009 10:13 PM CST
i must be hideous
i figure i must be really ugly because nobody messages me and when i message someone, they dont answer back. i know im too fat too and thats also probably why nobody wants me. i wish that i could turn off that stupid instinctual drive to have someone special. what torture it is to always be wanting something that nobody wants to give you. its frustrating to know that theres a lot of great girls out there, but theyre too busy getting impregnated by jerks. its a constant insult that a girl would rather have a good looking or rich asshole than me. the negative things about women that they are always trying to say arent true, keep being proven true the more i look around.
Posted: Thu Jan 15, 2009 5:27 PM CST
why?
why do i keep coming back to this stupid site.
there hasnt been any new women on here within 100 miles of me. just the same ones. then theres the thing that says, women in your area. st louis is not my area, thats like 200 miles away.
i really dont know why i come back here. i dont hear from anyone, nobody is interested, and im not interested in anyone on here.
Posted: Mon Dec 22, 2008 4:03 PM CST
Posted: Sat Dec 20, 2008 9:41 AM CST
thats it?
wow 3 girls on here btwn 18 and 30, within 50 miles. that dont have kids are arent married, that is. i guess it is called connecting singles, not, connecting you with someone you want to date.
Posted: Thu Dec 4, 2008 4:47 PM CST
its funny
its funny how ppls pics on dating sites are never ever as attractive as you see in the ads for "available local singles", since ppl that pretty dont need to use dating sites.
its funny how the women who find me attractive always tend to be unattractive.
its funny how many BBW's describe their body type as "average".
its funny how when i happen to be out somewhere with a good looking guy friend, to be able to see the difference in the way women look at him and when they look at me. for him, they smile and giggle, with a sparkle in their eyes, and they look at me like im bird crap on their window.
its funny how some women try to say size doesnt matter, and to then see the size of things for sale at adult toy stores.
its funny how if a 40 something yr old man gets a 20 something yr old girl pregnant, hes looked down upon and probably even called a pervert or a monster,... unless its Tom Cruise and Katie Holmes.
Posted: Fri Sep 26, 2008 12:04 PM CST
busy
its been a busy month. besides all the hours and events ive had to work, i had a lot of other crap come up. its not that it was unusually hard things, just the usual stuff that happens in life, its just that there was a lot of it happening all at once this month. i have managed it all so far, but still need to get the tags on my license plate renewed.
Its very annoying that autumn is the time when i most want to be able to relax and enjoy the beautiful weather, and maybe go to some fall festivals, but its always the time when im the most busy. its the time when its really nice to have someone to come home to and snuggle with and of course, im alone. i dont get to do anything fun on Halloween either since i have to work.
i get the feeling that when i finally get some time off, i will have missed all the fall festivals and the weather will have turned to crap and fall will be gone.
Posted: Sun Sep 21, 2008 3:27 PM CST
connecting single mothers
i wish i had a dollar for every single mother on this stupid site. id be rich.
i also wish i had a dollar for every cute girl who is dating or married to some big dumb jerk. i can only go by the evidence ive seen and based on that, it would seem that the pretty girls prefer good looking jerks who treat them like crap to an average looking guy who would worship her.
Posted: Mon Dec 17, 2007 3:22 PM CST
ha pointless
this is kinda pointless. trying to find love on here is like shopping at the salvation army.
Posted: Sat Dec 8, 2007 9:11 PM CST
invisible
i really dont understand why i keep bathing and shaving and wearing clean clothes. it all really doesnt matter since those are things that are done to keep me from being as repulsive to the opposite sex. but im invisible to them anyway, so i dont know why i keep trying. i think i could rob a bank easy if there was only attractive young women in it, because they wouldnt see me walking in, passing them, and leaving. it even seems silly to me that i say hi, thank you and excuse me, to the cute young cash register girls. they dont hear me any better than they see me. i guess im just a polite blob of nothing.
it really wouldnt surprise me if i was to look down and see my body starting to fade away to being transparent. i look around my apartment and it surprises me how much crap a nobody can accumulate, but it is at least evidence that i existed.