Hiya all.. As last mentioned, I'd like to contunie from last blog, why do we rush sometimes after meeting someone and in the longer run it all ended in regrets and dissapointments. Hmn.. I hear some of my friends excuses or reasons so clearly in my head as I'm writing this,tick took there goes my biological clock, or its now or never, I have to lower my expectations it's just not happening, ( meaning settling for whatever,). Have you ever dated someone from a dating site and noticed they had a specific preference, on their online page for example Asian, or black.. But you are Hispanic then he/she ended up cheating with his online preference, is presently married and now building a family? What about,Petite, athletic, now girl come on you know u curvy and love meat, his / her excuses for breaking up.. U are so not healthy and I'm Not happy with all your meat eating... Lol not to say it couldn't work as is, but sometimes it's plain as day, in my opinion, when someone says what they want or prefer in their partner they usually mean it. I have been there so I can add one to the belt as a personal experience. Peace and love always.
I saw a beautiful pair of twins.. little girls today. I mentioned I have a pair of twins, female too but both are already grown. I remember when they were much younger,like 8 years old, several occasions, they'd have the same dreams, say complete sentences at the same time, for example "Let's go outside and play, or Mom can we have some cookies?. They would also end up in the same exact, position even if one was left sleeping apart in another room, or farther away from the other as my mom would help or a family member in putting them to sleep when it's bed time. I remember once my mom was at the foot of the bed with Melissa in her arms and I was with Melanie.. We both went to sleep and about half hour later I woke up and notice Melissa moving.. Slightly.. Away form my mom, I kept watching and as the minutes went by, both keep moving away slightly until both are together in the middle of the bed and holding hands or in identical positions. I don't understand it all and I although I would want to.. I KEEP THOSE SPECIAL MEMORIES ALWAYS and know that yes they are indeed unique and special.
Hi.. There.. It's a sunny day here in Belize..I'm so thankful and grateful ,God Thank you. It's like this though and you all know I have something in mind already however let me just say in all this sun and to most, it's very beautiful weather.. Some days I wish for more rain or snow..Thats life though. It's healthy to step outside of our normal thoughts , stretch our minds further and think about some that have winter or heat almost the entire year.. Imagine that, so I'm grateful for what I do have! I haven't been out on the sea or the beach for a while.. Didn't feel up to it.. Because I prefer to have someone special to share those times with. How stupid was that? I have been missing out! Work is so not everything however I went to a caye here a few days ago.. It was for work but I enjoyed it immensely.. Just being on the boat on the sea for a couple hours enroute my destination was awesome,beautiful color of the sea.. No amazing colour of the sea that day, seeing some sea life playing, saw large fins so wasn't sure what they were.. Dolphins I hoped.. I'm Gonna post up a few pictures I took. I said a silent prayer of thanks to God realizing how blessed I am.. So I've realized that I need to be more appreciative and shouldn't keep my life on hold until Mr Right is found. So now I'm gonna open a diary and record those things I need to be thankful for daily. Some special occurrences I will share with you here if you don't mind. Oh about rushing why we rush and sometimes messed.. Or things go awry in relationships.. Will conclude in next blog entry.. U can leave your opinions and thoughts on that too ? .. To be contunied.. . Peace ?n..love ?
Hmn.. Let me start by a small intro.. Early 40s, married been there done that.. Didn't work not because I didn't try my best and then some. My youngest 18 years old in junior college, my eldest are twins on their own.. All female. I'm employed full time in a managerial position.. Yes I have a type of guy that I prefer.. decent , meaning not a child molester, or a perv.. has kids already preferably kids around my age, but if not I love kids, has to be mature minded, responsible, kind hearted and God fearing. One of my colleagues mentioned once when I told him of my preference,that it's like applying for a job. This is my life, I'm talking about, I told him, I would be sharing it with someone, consisting of my body, my emotions, my soul or spirit with someone. Of course it's serious. I have been waiting for a few years going on dates off and on, that didn't end up to much, online encounters proved to be.. Worse, guys asking to see your private parts after a few lines in a chat really discouraging and disgusting. I'm not desperate. I'm from the Caribbean and I love my country not everyone wants to migrate okay.. But I leave that as open for now.. Falling in love does things to a person.. I can end up from living in the Caribbean to the next side of the world who knows right. Well I pray you keep the faith and be nice okay when commenting.. Don't give up okay.. Let's Keep the faith and don't settle.. You deserve the best and nothing less.. Peace and love always ??
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