Should be sleeping to get ready for my nightshift @ 7 tonight.
But did a bit of " catch up " on the blogs. Me oh My , what a read.
First and foremost, I don't bear grudges of present or past remarks made towards me. If it makes anyone happy that they, can live with themselves and believe that hurting other's is o.k., then so be it. I am not the judge or adjudicator to condemn such persons, to death or even worse, threaten someone with a curse upon their family. Yes I have said my say in the past and moved on. And yes I did change my name from candykisses to Fieryred. And the reason therefore, was not to hide under a cabbage leaf, but to get rid of toxic energy that seemed to gnaw at me the minute the name " candykisses " posted a blog. At first I thought, maybe it's the country I come from , maybe, maybe and my maybe's started to convince me that the blog's were run by those being on the blog's for a long time, now this newbie comes in, let's " play ball ". Yes, as any humanbeing with feeling would retaliate, I gave as much back as I was given. Well so I thought. " If you can't beat them, join them". Much to my surprise and knowing deep down , I was not this person I have turned into. Now we are going back to a regurgitated incidence that occurred two years ago. I had put all that behind me, Yet, other's. Chirped in, sayings, the Fat on , the one that has put a picture of. Herself , of thirty years ago. Not true, neither fat, nor 30 year old picture. That truly hurt, as i've never considered myself as an oil painting, and that is me as I look like to this very day. Why I ask myself is it , that we as humans must compete against each other, no matter what racial background, creed or gender. It's so debilitating, and nonsensical. At the end of the day, we are all here to find new friends, share in each other's happy and sadness, and hopefully become the best of friends. But sadly it's not to be. As long as we blow our own horn and remains the focus of everyone's attention, I for one am not in that league. My reason here was to make friends not enemies. Peace be to all, and just hope that there Will be a resolution and understanding amongst All on C.S.
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