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Posted: Sun Feb 15, 2009 7:56 PM CST
whats the point ... I mean really
whats the point of braking my heart,while Im being genuine and looking for love
and only finding faulse and patronising Imbeciles..
your not that great, your penis, is it large, how much do you own. do you live in your own house...
I mean please...
I may live in a local council flat.. but at £50 a week I can live here for 50 - 60 yrs and save thousands and Im 40.
I run and own 12 internet cafe's( not saying how much profit I make ) around lancashire and fix roughley 25 PC a week at £30 an hour average 3 hours per computer and thats cheap ! so no Im not skint ! with £250 a day to spare thats after tax and the depression. I live alone and eat once a day, out thats £20 a meal my gas is £20 a week/Electric is £25 due to fixing computers at my home...
so no Im deafinatly not skint, my penis is average size at 6 3/4"
and all I want is a loving woman to finish my perfect life
Posted: Wed Feb 11, 2009 10:51 PM CST
Feed up and lonly ...
Im 40 just turned..
and Im feed up with being placed on the shelf already...
why is it that good blokes are abandonded ...
Im not fat, bloated or otherwise, Im more active than most 20 yr olds I know, cycling to leeds from R/dale thats a good 20-30 mile.
I cycle to blackpool just to see my daughter for an hour and a half... thats 60 mile each way
Id challenge someone half my age to do that ...
but yet Im to old to date, so Im told. forgive me but at 40 sex isnt a novolty. so it lasts longer and is more giving.
oral sex for her isnt a problem either... I dont have attachment issues, I want to get married. hey Im 40 I should be already, I was ready when I was 30...
but it all eludes me. Im not ready to accept old age I got life for another 3-4 decades before I give up. and even then Id still be rocking the world of my spouse... dont think so... try me
Posted: Fri Jan 2, 2009 8:37 PM CST
little lost sole
today would have been my son's birthday, but he died 7 week old
I cant put into words just how much Im missing him.
he was so tiny, and delicate. I didnt even get chance to hold him.
he was born 3 month prem, on 3,1,2005 and spent a full month on steroide's to speed up his growth.
my heart bleeds in agony...
with in 6-7 month me and his mum parted company I couldnt face her, she died inside to and started to sleep around and take drugs.
that was to much to try understand even tho I loved her so much.
Ive been single since.
and the problem is I need some arm's right at this moment. but my life is barren and bare so cold lonly and isolated.
and I have to cope alone, my Ex dont she shacked up with a younger guy.
so she's fine !
but what about Me, I seem to have become invisible.
where is the love ... what is compassion, is there such thing as empathy.
Im real, Im hurting, and so very missunderstood.
if I could describe myself at the moment with a song It would be theives in the temple, by prince