Posted: Tue Jan 20, 2009 1:04 AM CST
Try to remember
Why are the tears coming down like a raincloud's overhead?
Why is my throat stinging, with all the words gone unsaid?
And why is my head spinning, when I'm crawling on the ground?
Can I hold you a while, just to break me of this spell.
I can barely sleep,
As feelings come creeping in,
I swear that this isn't about you,
no,
this isn't about you.
My hands want someone to hold,
But my arms have no one to cling to,
And my eyes want someone to clear them,
But the tears will fall for no one.
Can you kiss my head,
I'm dieing with a fever's heat,
But the gooebumps on my arm,
They say I'm about to freeze.
I'll catch yo in my web,
So messed up with my secret words, and I...
I keep these words unspoken,
Lock up a heart that's broken,
And close my eyes,
I've seen stary skies,
And I am unafraid.
No more reason.
As the clock stikes one,
My dreams have yet to begun,
Because wide eyes find no rest.
Can you kiss me here,
Infront of no one eles.
And say the words that I almost believe,
As my arms become heavy and I ask you to leave.
Just walk away,
walk away,
No one cares and there is nothing to be afraid of.
Dry my tears.
Turns out I was in it all alone,
You were not the man I thought you were.
The pain remains,
And the flowers burn.
There isn't a single photo,
To prove you held me once,
And I think it for the beter,
Because it was so rehersed.
We had it to an art,
Right up at the start.
You had me heart and soul,
But my flesh was your goal.
My morals wouldn't bend,
So I became your friend.
I hope you hold her,
I hope she says the words.
I had only three to give,
When you just wanted one,
I hope she's lots of fun.
Such things I can't forgive,
For as long as I live.
Hold me close,
Let it all just go away,
Say that it doesn't mater,
That she is just a friend.
You said she's just a friend,
That I was yours and she ment nothing.
You left me for nothing,
Absolute nothing...
So I wake from this dream,
Nothing as it seems.
And I try to remember,
Try to remember...
We were happy once,
I know that we were,
As I try to remember...
Try to remember...
Posted: Sat Jan 3, 2009 6:55 PM CST
The eyes of a lover unseen
Eyes wide open,
Windows to the soul,
I see what you've been thinking,
I see that you're not whole.
Take my hand in silence,
Let me lead you home,
And look into my eyes,
So I know I'm not alone.
I will shake my head,
Pretend I do not know,
And you will smile sweetly,
Not wanting yet to go.
Don't close your eyes,
This is no time for sleeping,
Dreams will whisper sweet lies,
But nightmares keep you thinking.
Tears of pure heart bleeding,
I'm sorry I hit a nerve,
Should I go away?
Will you get what you deserve?
You cling on,
Whisper I did no wrong,
And I join you in your sorrow,
Wanting to be strong.
Kiss my tears away,
Hold me until my spirit stills,
And my troubles melt into the evening calm,
Warm and safe within your arms.
Can this be all but a dream?
A safe place amongst the calm?
I see your eyes staring back in mine,
Until the sun rises from the dark...
Posted: Fri Jan 2, 2009 8:21 PM CST
Do I just atract that one sort of guy?
Ok, why is it just about everytime I talk to a guy on this site they start off nice and fun to talk to, but then they start calling me sexy and making me feel uncomfortable? I mean, its nice to be complimented, but after a while it gets creepy, you know? I even changed my default profile pic from one of me all gussied up to just one of me in a hat, but it has helped nothing. What type of girl do I look like that I atract these types of guys? I think I made it clear in my profile that I'm not interested in a guy that drools all over me, but I still get them...
Posted: Mon Dec 29, 2008 2:53 AM CST
Love, Loss, Moving on
Why does it hurt so bad to talk to you?
When will these feelings learn they can't be true?
When will my heart be through,
Through with the love I once held for you?
Deep breath,
I know I can move on,
A woman's heart can be so strong,
As I try just to forget your soft sweet touch...
I know you aren't mine,
But what I seem find,
Is that you were once in time,
But times change,
Feelings fade,
And your love went to her from mine.
Alright
I see that you love her,
She must be your lover by now...
Sorry I couldn't let myself be just another...
No I won't appologize,
It's just how I feel inside...
You have got to understand,
You used to be my man,
But now it just upsets me.
Won't shed another tear,
This much is clear,
The pain is fresh and raw,
But my soul is strong and I move on.
So here we are,
I can be your friend,
But you must never hold me again,
Your touch I can no longer bare...