sg0974
Shelbyville, Indiana USA
Posted: Tue Jun 30, 2009 8:46 PM CST
LaRue Co. Ky.
I can remember traveling down I-74 East towards Ciccinnati until we took a off ramp that lead into the state of Kentucky. We first stopped at a gas station, we got out and smoked a cigarette, stretched, etc. and we was off again. I was in complete awwww! about looking out the window and seeing the beautiful hills that look like mountains. About an hour later we arrived at the county line of Nelson and LaRue counties and we went right. About 20 minutes later we finally arrived at her mom's and stepdad's place of residence. Even though that her brother and stepfather were pretty cool, her mother was a different story. The three of us sat at a table which was on the back porch. I figured that she was going to introduce herself and ask me a couple of questions, BOY! Was I ever wrong on that one! The first words out of her mouth was ''if you ever put your hands on my daughter or even my grandkids, I will f!@#$%g kick your !@#''. I was figuring to myself, What the hell is wrong with you lady? Didn't your old man give you any before he left? We happened to leave the residence but her mother insisted in driving us there to her daughter's apaartment and just as soon as we arrived, her mother did not take her eyes off of me, I think it was only because that I was new to her. 3 days later me and my girlfriend [exgirlfriend now] went back to her mom's and stepdad's place and to tell you all the truth, I was scared out of my mind because I thought that her mother was going to stand out their with a ball bat or even worse, a shot gun! Well, I was wrong again! She was actually nice to me. From September of 2008 until January of 2009 I was actually starting to feel if I was at home their in LaRue Co. The rest after that was nothing but a nightmare but it was in real life. I don't want people to think that I'm dogging the great state of Kentucky or even the people that live in LaRue Co. I just met the wrong one that has just totally screwed me over big time. The only people that I will miss is her 2 precious little girls who they always called me their daddy Sha Sha. I love you A.J. and Br.J.
Posted: Tue Jun 30, 2009 1:16 AM CST
Illegal drugs
Somebody mentioned to me today that I have no idea on what it is like to see a baby being on crack or any other illegal drugs when it comes out of their mother during birth. has anybody ever heard of the Dicovery health channel or even watch their local news anymore? But to this person, you were right on one thing, anger will never bring my unborn baby back and neither it will make your granddaughter to have a normal life. All that I can do for these certain people is to keep them in my thoughts and prayers and to wish them well on this journey that we call life.
Posted: Mon Jun 29, 2009 9:47 PM CST
Running
All that I have ever heard from people here on this site was basically telling me to run. I am up here in the state of Indiana and she is in the state of Kentucky. I broke it off with her after what she has said and done to me and not to mention to our unborn child. I take my problems head on, I don't run. The only person that I see running is her.
Posted: Mon Jun 29, 2009 6:01 PM CST
Hatred
This goes to the last person who posted a comment on my last blog. I got out of her car while was at a apartment complex after she admitted to all the things she has said and done. An hour later, she tried to stop me on two different occassions on dixie highway begging me to get in the car with her because she didn't want her exhusband to found out the truth of what was really going on. If somebody admitted to you that they did something that was very wrong to hurt you or anybody, would you just turn the other cheek? would you just turn away and walk away slowly like nothing even happened? Or do you want to make their life a miserable hell? Their is no place here on this earth for people who hurts children, who does murder, for people who rapes or beats women and terroists. Those are the type of people that don't deserve to live here on this face of this planet! My baby whom I will never get to hold or do anything with is now up in heaven with God and Jesus and doesn't have to suffer the pain that the baby's mother put the baby through while in her womb. you are asking me to move on and to get a real life and in fact I do have a real life. I get out everyday, weather permitting and look for work, just like every unemployed american that is doing that right now. I totally agree with you, YES, she is a sociopath but sociopath's like her doesn't need to be driving on the streets or even to walk our public sidewalks that knowingly that they shouldn't even be free or to even be alive. You are asking me also to not to hate this person for what they have done. I hate this individiual with every being of my soul because she falls under the category of being a person who commits a cold blooded murder on an innocent child that wasn't even born yet. If I did have my child, I would make sure that my child gets everything in order to make sure that my baby gets diapers,formula etc. and even if it meant joining the military to risk my life, then so be it, at least I would have been doing it for the right reasons. I have let go of her but in my situation of moving on, nobody in their right minds would ever see a person walking the streets that has hurt them in the worst way possible would ever move on, That will always be in their memory for the rest of their lives. If a woman or child ever came up to you and their badly injured, Would you tell them the same thing, just like you are telling me, To turn around and walk away? Time to move on?
Posted: Sun Jun 28, 2009 11:21 PM CST
Betrayed
It has been 40 days since I broke it off with my exgirlfriend while staying with her and her family while down there in Kentucky. On May 20,2009 while me and my exgirlfriend went to an apartment building to see about our apartment, she then turned around to me and admitted that she has at least cheated on me twice, she wanted to get back with her exhusband and to see other ''people'' as well according to her own words. Even though I was pretty hurt and also very angry with her, that was not the reason why I broke it off with her. The very main reason why I broke it off with her is because she admitted to being pregnant with my child but she said that she really didn't want my child. She said on May 13,2009 that she went inside of her mom's and stepdad's bathroom while we was all asleep and she took a very long pencil, stuck the pencil so far up inside of her where it actually caused a whole lot of bleeding to make it look like a miscarriage and she knows that is nothing but a bold face lie that she is telling her friends and especially her family that. If she was woman enough to admit that to me then why does she admit the truth to her family and friends? In my opinion, I think that their should be a nation wide law that states if a woman is preganant that she should get registered with a local hospital then if something was to happen to the unborn child then their should be a full investigation of why the child was lost. Their is not a day that goes by of where that I am extremely upset with her and I cry everday for my unborn baby who I will never get to hold, feed, change the baby's diaper, NOTHING!
She will have to live with this on her conscious for the rest of her life but I don't think that is good enough so what do you guys think?