Posted: Sat Nov 28, 2009 1:55 PM CST
Dear Men of Connecting Singles
If you are afraid or tired of women's rant then I suggest you to leave now!
I don't know if Im wrong, but men...if you post a picture of yourself without a shirt, showing your chest, in a mini speedo and such...Do women harass you and treat you like a 2 cent whore?
I'm taking a wild chance here and say NO.
So why can't us women have sexy pictures without being harassed, treated like a whore, or just get talked rudely?
Last night another connecting idiot said some rude words to me over my sexiest picture...
Makes me wonder who are here truly for love and friendship and who's here just for a damn booty call.
I think is stupid that we can't mentioned the names of members here, that would save all of us the trouble of having idiots, and scammers try to talk to us.
Anyways, just had to get it out. Take care all! 
Posted: Tue Nov 24, 2009 4:02 AM CST
Please Help (its about a dream)
I dreamed that I went to my mom's room and a told her that we had to leave the house for some reason. She insisted that she didn't have money and we couldn't go yet. I told her I didn't feel comfortable in the house and we should leave. She again said no. I was trying to tell her that the house was dangerous.
Anyways, she left to go to my bathroom, which is weird because she has her own. So I follow her and I open the door to see something sliding from her hand. All this time we haven't turned on the lights. Went I touch her I realize is blood. I knew it was a a bad dream. And when I was little I would get dreams like this. I didn't want to be there, so I call my dog and we leave the house and my mom. I think Im out of the "setting". So my dog is in front of the gate and I call to her, she ignores me, I keep calling her but I see she is distracted. Then all of the sudden she runs and leaves me all alone. I decide to follow my dog.
What happened now is the reason why Im writing this here to see if anybody can help or explain this. I know is a bad dream but I can't get out of it. I began to pray loudly and next to my house there's a church and while I pray theres an exorcism in the church and the sounds seem to want to interrupt my praying. And I continue to pray lauder and the wind outside seems to be rushing now against me plus the sound of the exorcism...and then I woke up.
Right now I'm just going crazy with the coffee just because I really can't go back to sleep. I had changed rooms with my sister, she said that she use to feel somebody kicking her bed, for the first time since I was a little girl I've been having nightmares again. Maybe I'm projecting I dunno.
But can somebody help me with the meaning of my dream??
Posted: Sat Oct 24, 2009 1:55 PM CST
IM A MOM AGAIN!!!!
Well, while my sister was driving home, on the sidewalk close to the street she saw a puppy in the most terrible condition. She stopped the car and her and my dad "investigated the situation". What they found was a puppy that had gotten out of a box. When they opened the box there was another puppy inside.
The pups were placed in that tapped box so they would just die there. Talk about animal cruelty. They are in a terrible shape, under weight, it looks like they were burned and probably even worse.
Well we took them home and now I'm a proud momma. I'm taking care of them and hopefully they will get better and grow into two beautiful dogs. I was just making them a little home so they can sleep comfortably.
Well I just wanted to say that, theres so many bad people out there that treat animals like objects. My black Labrador was killed a month ago and now I see it as if God has given me two babies for the loss I had.
Well take care people, be good!
Posted: Tue Aug 4, 2009 11:58 AM CST
Great News
I am writing to have a little update. So first of all Hello to Everyone and I hope you are having a Great Day! I had deleted my account a first time and 3 weeks ago I considered doing the same thing. But as you can see, I stopped myself. Why? Well I have made great friends here and I wouldn't change them for anything. Though I do want to find love, perhaps because this was an Online Dating Site I expected love to come faster and it never happened so I got frustrated. But you can't rush love and you can't rush things to happen, otherwise they won't turn quite as nice as they could.
For now I come here every two days and check on my things. I think we spend almost too much time here and we neglect the real things around us that also matter. Perhaps maybe we even miss out on great things and people. I use to be on Connecting Singles everyday and as much as I like it, I know I'm not going anywhere. So I put it aside and went to my life outside of the Internet. Its been great. I suggest it to everybody that is getting frustrated here, to do the same.
I've put love on hold, and decided I would work on self-love. Why? I don't think you can love a person if you don't love yourself. Yes, this will be a learning experience on my part. I'm very grateful for all those in my life and even the people that left my life. Why? Well everybody that has been in your life or has affected your life was meant to do so. I went through the worst relationship ever and I came out of it knowing so much of me, that it was amazing.
So making this short, if you feel frustrated or lonely get your butt out of the internet!!! There are people around you that care and you could spend time with. So you guys know, I am very happy at the moment. My job issues were resolved. I'm working as much as I can. My mom, for all those that read my blog will be getting her operation thanks to the help of my boss and I'm hoping to God everything turns out good. Love between a man can wait. For now I am happy loving myself and my family. What more can I ask for?
Well God Bless to all and Take Care.
Best of Wishes!
~Baby Monkey
Posted: Mon Jul 13, 2009 2:50 PM CST
My Cup Size?
Well I think I'm going to do this more often. For every conversation I have here, 1 turns out funny.
He said "Hi"
I said "Hi back"
Then he asked... "Whats your cup size?"
Very sweet. Really whats in your head?
"Well depends on how much coffee I want to drink."
Sorry guys buts thats just too personal.
Posted: Fri Jul 10, 2009 12:43 AM CST
Im Done
What I've come to realize is that every person takes a little part of who you are.
That little part does not grow back or becomes something, its is a shallow space in you.
I feel as though too much of me has been shared, miss used and taken. I have nothing to give anymore. I don't expect anything because every time I have, well so goes the song....
There are people however that can deal with all of it. Yes I do believe that theres weaker and stronger people. Some are more sensitive to life.
Anyways before I get off track.
My point is I have come to my limits. I'm tired of trying when I don't get anything in return. I honestly don't care. And as much as I wanted things now I'm just numb.
I keep praying to God, but there's nothing left to do. We are all selfish in our own ways. Thats my only way of understanding. Life is not fair and equal. If it were to be then we would all be happy. Right? But there ain't no such thing. Fairy tales are for children.
I don't really want a response for this. I just needed to write it down.
Posted: Mon Jul 6, 2009 9:36 PM CST
Hello, would u like oral?!
This is how it went
"Tell me a bit about you. How old are you?" Well actually if you take the time to read my profile you would know. "What do you like?"Again maybe you should consult my profile and save me the writing. Lets say that that scenario takes place for about 15 minutes. You took 15 minutes of my time asking things you could have read easily. "I am very romantic. We would be so close. And then I would do oral on you." HOLD UP!!!! Well thank you very much but the only oral I want to take is from my Spanish class in college. So thanks for the offer but no thanks and when you leave which should be now, please just close the door. PLEASE, when you talk to me, read my profile first... I am here for long term and friends. I am not a booty call!! So men please just stop disrespecting. 
Posted: Sun Jul 5, 2009 2:44 PM CST
Dear Banishing Stunt Man
I wonder what happened. Everything was perfect when we met. While you were busy I heard from you almost everyday. The way you spoke to me led me to believe the most crazy idea, hey! You might have feelings for me?! After exchanging messages, chatting, flowers and cards with all the lovely words us women like to hear you were finally taking a vacation. I thought we were on the same page. We were both feeling something and getting ready for a meeting. And what happened? Well Banishing stunt man you dissapeard completely from my life. How sweet right? When I said I had feelings, you told me you needed space. Well thank you for that. You have been a great dissapointing experience for me. I wonder why men don't have the ba.....courage to tell women how they really feel and then wait until feelings are involved to actually let go. So here's to you!!! 
The only thing you left in my mind is that you were only with me because you were alone and needed something to release your stress. I'm glad I took a load off your back.I hope you find what you want, and next time be clear about things! Now you are having fun and enjoying yourself and I'm here just trying to get over you.
Posted: Mon May 25, 2009 8:04 PM CST
That Little Girl
What do you see? A child holding a broken toy.
Still smiling. Still innocently happy. That child looks up to you as a protector, a provider and endless love.
What do you see? A teenager that feels alone and left out.
One big misunderstanding. Challenges and never ending troubles. Now life becomes hard. Alcohol and misguiding voices stir that teenager away from you. Someone you love and care about yet you cannot touch.
What do you see now? She is growing up becoming the woman you wanted her to be. Becoming all she dreamed about. No more toys for her to play with. Just plans for the future. Strong hands for work, no regrets, still happiness in her eyes. She is a young woman. Proud. You can tell by the way she carries herself and by the life she has lived. Yes, achieving what you both wanted. Your proud. So glad to see her doing so good.
Then what happens?
Somebody saw all that goodness and like a villain in the night stole that innocence. Her dreams soon became harsh realities. Her smiled faded. Again someone you love but you can't seem to touch. You don't understand what has happened to her. You trying to reach but she pushes you away. She wants to be alone. She cant understand why would somebody be so cruel. Her eyes are open to this life. Endless nights of praying. She prays so she is not to be alone. You pray so that God can reach her.
Again what do you see? A child helplessly sad with a toy. That child inst smiling anymore. Her smile has been replaced by tears. Her toy is broken and cannot be fixed. You pray for that child. God please help her. God please bless her, give her strength, give her happiness like only you can do.
Time passes by and that child does not forget but simply learns to accept it. Again you can see a smile forming. A transformation happens and now she is finally a woman. You thank God for being there for her. You embrace her.
Life is mostly about accepting the things that happen whether they are good or bad. Moving on and overcoming them is the key. I am damn proud of my mom for always being there for me when I thought of myself totally gone. I hope that she gets many years to enjoy the fine woman I've become. And I hope that I may be able to be there and do whatever I can for her. I thank God I'm still here, I thank God for listening to her prayers as well as mine. Never once he left me, not even when I felt completely alone. I'm just happy about life. Nothing can be too big of a problem. Everyday I feel stronger and proud. I am so happy.
Posted: Tue May 19, 2009 4:52 PM CST
I know........
I know what your feeling
You care so much about a person... that...
You ignore the small flaws and details
No matter what, you want to place that person in your life
I have been there and I have done it
And just like you I have fought to try to make something out of nothing
Just like you I gave it my all expecting love to put things into place
But love will not do that, its our responsibility to make it happen
Somehow I can see the end result without having a beginning
I ended in tears regreating every second of that life,
What will happen to you?
We try to keep away from the things that we already know, experiences that we have already gone through...
I wont say anything at all
I'll let time be the one to say how it will go down
Doesn't it always?
Sometimes we should stick to what we have, keep things just like they are, instead of trying to fix it
I hate it when somebody tries to "fix me"
Im happy being me...
Lately Ive been thinking so much
My hearts is screaming what it wants and my mind is doing exacly the opposite
Just a bit frustrated, I don't fit into your life, I can tell
But you'll keep trying
Train crash waiting to happen? Honestly I dont know anymore
I just know what I want and I need to fight for it
