Posted: Sun Nov 22, 2009 3:42 PM CST
The most precious thing
When I gave 10 Rupee note to that little girl who was begging on the road she thanked me without knowing that I am the one who should thank her for giving me a such a big smile 
Posted: Mon Nov 9, 2009 1:02 AM CST
Am I a male or female?
He saw me over cam and said me that I am not a female but a male. 
(I didn't show him my breasts and vagina to prove him my femininity bcause I have stopped cam sex) Physically I am a female though my hair is short and I don't wear jeweleries. I don't know how to categorize male and female mentally. I am mostly attracted to men not to women. Now I am worrying about my gender. Why should I label me as a male or female? I like if CS gives another gender option for those who doesn't care about gender much.
And I appreciate if someone can help me to find out who I am.
Posted: Fri Nov 6, 2009 7:32 PM CST
Dear CS, Don’t delete your children
Let your children to fight because they are not fighting with guns but ideas. It is the best way of being evolved. So let your children to fight and exchange their ideas. Please don’t delete them. 
Posted: Thu Nov 5, 2009 6:41 PM CST
If I can stop
If I can stop one heart from breaking,
I shall not live in vain;
If I can ease one life the aching,
Or cool one pain,
Or help one fainting robin
Unto his nest again,
I shall not live in vain.
Emily Dickinson
I love this poem and made this video
Posted: Wed Nov 4, 2009 8:56 AM CST
My dear friends, he left me
My kitten left me. He didn't know how much I loved him. He didn't know how much I needed him. So he left me 
Posted: Tue Nov 3, 2009 12:06 PM CST
Is it a shame, being rich in a poor country?
I am a teacher. I visit homes to teach children of rich people. I see their luxury life and feel sorry for them because they should be poor in heart to be that much rich in a poor country like this.
Posted: Wed Oct 28, 2009 6:35 AM CST
What can I do for her?
I met her on the road. She was begging on the road and came to me. She breathed hardly and spoke in weak voice. She was very thin and looked like an old woman. But it was difficult to guess her age because she had black hair though she had no teeth in her mouth. She said she was an asthma patient and asked money to buy her medicine. She said further that she lives alone and the only son she had who looked after her died few months ago from a cancer. Therefore she had to beg for her living.
I felt so sorry and wanted to help her. So first I treated her with food taking her to a hotel and talked with her. She said that she likes to go to an elders’ home but only problem is she has to pay for admitting to it. By then she has selected an elders’ home. So I agreed to pay to elders’ home for her and promised her to come to her in two days. Before leaving her I bought her medicine from near by pharmacy and gave it to her.
I planed the journey with my best friend. First she opposed my journey saying that area is too dangerous for a girl to go alone. However she failed to stop me and supported me searching bus routes and later calling me in every half an hour when I was traveling.
I reached her town by 12 o’clock and then took a taxi. Taxi driver knew her and started to talk with me while we were passing slums. Yes he knew lot of things about her. This is her story.
She was born there and lives there. At her young age she was a prostitute. Now she collects money to buy drugs (Heroin). She is a drug addict. Her drug addicted son died recently because of drugs. She acts as an asthma patient to cheat people. However I went to her house and she was not there. Taxi driver took me to a small shop near by to ask about her. Shop owner said that woman comes to her shop to buy cheep cigarettes.
Still I am thinking of her because I want to help her. But I don’t know how. She is not a woman who can live in an elders’ home. At her old age her only pleasure is drugs. Tell me friends, should I help her to be rehabilitated or should I give her 10 or 20 rupees if I meet her again, wishing her death soon?