Gazing at the night sky….
The stars beckon to mine eyes
Calling from afar
As if a stranger watches to and wishes….
For someone likewise to share the shadows and the lights,
The gentle breezes of the nights….
As I gaze upon the waters depth,
Reflections…in my mind,
Reminding me of the times,
With sweetheart, I did gaze,
Upon these same age old lights
Reminiscing of the nights of bliss,
When love was still a simple thing
A kiss upon my breast, the tingling wind caresses me
Through the lace, my night shift sways in erotic grace
Upon my body through the black of space
As my thoughts take me back
To the time when I was loved and life was true.…..
Sugar
Feb. 10, 2007
Wanderlust.....
"The old wanderlust had got into his blood, the joy of the unbound life, the joy of seeking, of hoping without limit. "The Jungle by Sinclair, Upton
I sometimes wonder why I am possessed by my wanderlust at times. I love home life but anyone around me can tell when I need to go, and that I seek adventure. Something illusive that happens or doesn’t, but I keep on going till I am tired and then I head home to rest before I feel the urge to travel again.
Living in a foreign country was perfect for me, having every week end to explore and discover, photograph and write. Something in my nature, I call it the “gypsy spirit” resides within me and will not be quelled or stymied by any force if I have any say. If this part of my nature were suppressed I would no longer be me. I would lose a vital part of my natural being, just as my love of nature and all living things is part of me, so is my desire to experience life in many different locations and with may different cultures. Maybe it is what I am supposed to do this time around, learn all I can about people and nature. I don’t know, I just know it is within me and it is not bad, it is just a searching and a need I have.
It is known to me that I have irresistible yearnings for a mate to seek with me but I realize that this just might not happen, that most men want more from me than I can give. To give up my very nature just to be with them would kill my soul. No, I’d rather be alone and still searching than to be alone and with someone so into themselves that they could not see the damage done to me.
I love home and hearth, but when I have a need to go I must swim upstream. Ideally, a mate for me would understand this and see the light in my eyes and say, “Dear, I think it is time we had a little adventure!” I wonder is there anyone out there that cares to take the time to know me and that has similar needs. Is there someone that would realize this about me and want to keep me happy and might have similar yearning at the same time, so our travel clocks were set to the same day, returning to a small abode to rest up and go through daily life and decipher what we learned together? Cooking and cleaning side by side, swimming in the ocean and catching our dinner, watching the sunset, caring for nature and co-existing to the mutual benefit of each? Loving to the point of distraction but with the respect of partners, knowing when to give a little space, best friends, eventually sitting in our rockers, reminiscing of the events in our lives that lead us to be us! Love, Sun, Water, Earth, Fire, Wind, Stars, Moon, Passion, Dreams of another life spent together…..
Just musings from Sugar….Have a great day!