Posted:Thu Nov 12, 2009 3:42 PM CST
Follow Jesus not Judas
Titus 1:10(AJ)For there are many (AK)rebellious men, (AL)empty talkers and deceivers, especially (AM)those of the circumcision,
11who must be silenced because they are upsetting (AN)whole families, teaching (AO)things they should not teach (AP)for the sake of sordid gain.
Titus 3:3(G)For we also once were foolish ourselves, (H)disobedient, (I)deceived, (J)enslaved to (K)various lusts and pleasures, spending our life in (L)malice and (M)envy, hateful, hating one another.
4But when the (N)kindness of (O)God our Savior and His love for mankind (P)appeared, 5(Q)He saved us, (R)not on the basis of deeds which we have done in righteousness, but (S)according to His mercy, by the (T)washing of regeneration and (U)renewing by the Holy Spirit,
6(V)whom He poured out upon us (W)richly through Jesus Christ our Savior,
In the last six years I've seen things through the eyes of the Lord through His Spirit that just sickens me. Everything I thought was right and good was wrong and vile. First year coming back to the Lord, I was exited to serve Him and had a chance to. So I done what I always do, if you do something you work hard at it and give a 100% of yourself to it.
So I worked hard and sought the Lord with all my heart, made a lot of sacrifices to make sure I could be at my best for what the Lord had for me. And in that time, I saw things and motives of so called believers in the eyes of my Lord through His love that made me sick. The Church bashes the Government? The Church of lies, dishonest gain, extortion, death threats, control, abuse, thinking they are serving God but serving the enemy. Have the nerve to say the Government is corrupt?
If it wasn't for the government I wouldn't be writing this devotion. If it was up to the Church I would be dead now for them wanting to see light shows and God turning tree's into hot dogs, making lots of money aren't you. But in all crime and cons things must come to an end. I don't write these devotions to promote myself, not getting into any ministry, I refuse to rob people in need and give them false hope. Pay me and God will help you?? Who in the hell do you people think you are??
I don't want you to follow me or any man, find yourself in the Love of Christ and be a follower of Him not men. The Lord done great things through me in the common things of life, and He can do the same through you, noticed by men or not, you're reward will be great in His kingdom. Any preacher or person in ministry who says follow me is a false prophet and hindrance to you're walk with the Lord.
Any true person in the Love of Christ will continue to lead you to Him for faith and stability and not him or herself. Giving people impossible rules and demands without the yoke of the Lord in His love is dangerous and can lead people into mental illness's and life threatening depression. I hate religion with all my heart and I pray no one falls victim to it. Find you're rest in stability and security in the Love of Christ not the opinion of men.
I've been extorted and tormented for 6 years, and in that experience. I have learned how vile and heartless and self driven our so called church leaders are, without mercy, nothing like the Lord I serve. They serve money and not God, they rather promote my Lord rather than show His face through His un failing Love. I have no respect for you or you're mess, as the Lord.