Posted:Fri Nov 13, 2009 10:48 PM CST
It's your life, but are you living it?
From the far reaches of your mind to the darkest corners of your thoughts. You are mistaken about everything you thought you knew. Step back and reflect. Stare into yourself and know you for what you are. Do not let yourself believe what you say about yourself for we are all liars and victims to our own perversion. Life is beyond you, it is beyond me, we are mere drops of sea spray in the vast oceans of infinite time. We are the fruit of our own failure. Do not deceive yourself into thinking that everything is the way it is because that is just the hand you've been dealt. You possess more power over your life than you could ever imagine. Free your mind, you are clouding your own vision. There is an unconceivable depth to life that you refuse to accept. How shallow we are. We cannot even begin to grasp the concept of pure and beautiful. We think we know the answers to so much, but we know NOTHING! Our own complacency entombs our potential within layers of greedy desires and desperate longings. There is much wonder to behold, if you just open your eyes. You are a prisoner, fettered by your own selfishness, you are your own captor, and you hold the key to your freedom.
"If you never allow yourself the freedom to live, you will never live."
-A.H.
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Fri Nov 13, 2009 11:21 PM CST
Good job Solo, ok so now your brain is actually functioning properly, all my work is paying off. You need to go tohttp://www.psitek.net/pages/PsiTekTMKSContents.html and take this course, it is 100 years old and free. It will take 24 weeks, one chapter a week, then you can have a positive mental attitude to go along with your new found robust zeal for life!!!!Peace-out.
solost82
Half Moon Bay, California USA
Fri Nov 13, 2009 11:58 PM CST
My brain has been functioning properly all along. You have just been oblivious to it because you have been too blinded by your own ignorant meanderings. I say these things not because I have just come to a realization. I say them so that others may pause and reflect.
I have had an intense zeal for life all along. Just because I don't openly discuss the inner workings of my mind with everyone does not mean that I am not using it. That is like saying since the shudders on a certain house are drawn preventing you from seeing in, that there is no one living in that house. That is a very stupid conclusion to draw from such a shallow observation.
The only thing that was worth learning from you Mr. Sanfran, was exactly who I don't want to become. So cheer up! You weren't completely useless.
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Sat Nov 14, 2009 12:03 AM CST
Oh it appears from you own hand the usage of others is what you are seeking, interesting.
solost82
Half Moon Bay, California USA
Sat Nov 14, 2009 12:09 AM CST
No, you fail to comprehend yet again. I do not seek to use others, but to learn from others. There's quite a difference.
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Sat Nov 14, 2009 12:20 AM CST
Your own hand has convicted you duschebag, you look at other people as things to be used, I on the other hand try to help other people. Like that girl who went into your room and took her clothes off, there is an example where I would have helped her out, you being the complete a-hole dusche bag you are,not only didnt do your manly duty, but like a complete dusche bag used the incident to brag to others about what a great guy you are, in summary you are still a duschebag.
solost82
Half Moon Bay, California USA
Sat Nov 14, 2009 12:44 AM CST
I am only going to ask you one time to refrain from using profanity on my blog before I start deleting your comments.
There is nothing within this blog, my comments, or anything I have ever posted that signifies that I only use people for any reason. Therefore you have no evidence to support your accusation.
And just how would you have helped that girl, by sleeping with her? Oh you sir, are a real gentleman. You really know what it means to treat someone with dignity and respect. What that girl needed was someone to show her that she didn't have to subject her body to being USED by men to feel wanted. I cared for that girl more than you will ever know, and she knows that to this day. She will always remember me as the ONE guy who cared about her for who she was, and not for what I could get from her. So do us all a favor and choke on your regurgitated insults.
Solo, you are right about the girl from the little I know. I have seen women passed around that way, from guy to guy, even when they pass themselves around. They have so little self esteem. I appreciate that you cared enough about her not to use her.
These women think that the men care about them, but they are actually being ridiculed. So kudos to you for not following the pack. She did not need another man to do what so many had done before them.
As for your blog post, I enjoyed reading it. Kind of like diving into the ocean and looking with totally open eyes at the continually unveiling reality all around you, and understanding how you are enveloped in an existence you really know so little about.
Hope there is a Part 2.
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Sat Nov 14, 2009 1:28 AM CST
"do us all a favor" the only "us all" is you an pesti the paki squirel, who was of course reincarnated into i cant even remember what name from saudi arabia, but once again, he went back into the hole he was hiding in, being a squirel that is very normal, I would like to end by saying, "Solo thinks he knows the answer to much but Solo knows nothing", that is from this blog, but I edited it for you much like you tell others you will do for them, no problem.
solost82
Half Moon Bay, California USA
Sat Nov 14, 2009 1:30 AM CST
Thank you Ms. Calmheart. You always bring a smile to my face. =)
I will certainly give much thought to writing a part two.
solost82
Half Moon Bay, California USA
Sat Nov 14, 2009 1:37 AM CST
Mr. Sanfran, you bore me. Your antics are getting old.
And by everyone I do mean everyone.
You are tarnishing your own name further by the immaturity you display. I give it only a few more days now before you delete your profile once more after you realize what a fool you have made yourself out to be. It must really eat at you that you can't get under my skin. You're old enough to be my father, yet you act the age of a child young enough to be my son. Truly pitiful sir.
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Sat Nov 14, 2009 1:53 AM CST
If you were my son you would not be unemployed that is for sure, what do you do all week, why no job? That is a tough question, so take your time.
solost82
Half Moon Bay, California USA
Sat Nov 14, 2009 1:59 AM CST
If I were YOUR son, I would kill myself.
What do I do all week? I look for work. While I'm not looking for work, I do side jobs for people. I make just enough to cover my bills. However, I don't see how my employment is any concern of yours.
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Sat Nov 14, 2009 2:06 AM CST
Too many people on here talking about murder and killing, good luck in your job search, but work on the hate, you are the one who started sending me messages, I ignored them for a while, but you have too much hate, so anyway I guess what that leads to is not having sex with girls who take there clothes off in your room so, that is a place I dont want a be you freaky no sex dirt bag.
moonlove
chiang mai, Amphoe Bang Kapi Thailand
Sat Nov 14, 2009 2:13 AM CST
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Sat Nov 14, 2009 2:19 AM CST
Well moonlove, everytime I post a blog, this person goes there and posts how much he hates it, he is a neighborhood pest, so I usually ignore what he writes, because it bores the crap out of me, but today I thought I would see how he likes to hear hate on his own blog, the problem is his head is like a rock, anyway he is full of hate, but what can ya do?