Posted:Fri Feb 15, 2008 3:50 PM CST
Isn't Love Unkind?
Im Moaning Again I Know, Im Sorry...I just couldn't hold this back any longer..Hey!?, im sure they guys that look at my profile will want to know about the past...Am i right? (Sorry to bore you if not)
I had my first boyfriend when i was 14 years old, i was very happy since i hadn't really been looked at as a girlfriend when i was at school since i was bullied alot about the way i looked..All because i wasn't as thin or as rich as the other girls in my class, I was different because i loved rock music and usually wore alot of black make up in my school day and so i was picked on for that also...So anyway back to the relationship..It went pretty well until i had to decide between my cousin & my boyfriend and foolishly i picked my cousin..I Wish i'd never done that now 
My Second boyfriend was no better, i was 17 & i thought i fell in love with someone who understood me at last..He was 20...We we're happy for a short while until he got paranoid i was cheating on him because i had so many e-mail addresses...Some of which we're created before we met..So i didn't really know what he was talkin about
But he dumped me anyway.
Things really got worse...I had my third boyfriend when i was 18 and i was convinced he was the one!!, he only lived half an hour away in a town called Worksop, so every weekend i'd catch the train and go see him and on certain days he'd come down and have dinner with me and then go home at 9 at night....We lasted a month and 2 days before things got sour between us...I'll be completely honest, ive never cried so much in my entire life...Maybe i am just a bit over sensitive but usually its good to have feelings....right??
So after that my 4th boyfriend...Who was only a year older than me...We met sometime October last year..I thought i loved him but he obviously didn't feel the same, well he did for about 6 weekds...And then he made fun of me and called me names, it made me so upset that i had to run really....
And the point of this blog??...To show exactly how unkind love really has been to me...Im actually unsure if this word actually exists as much thesedays?
Sorry to of bored you again but i needed to get that off my chest...Oh yes i've had alot more boyfriends but they've only lasted abour 1 day or 1 week so i thought it wasn't worth going into great detail about those.
Much Love
Brunetteteen18
