brunetteteen18 Blog Post: Tue Oct 14, 2008 9:31 AM CST

brunetteteen18 Mansfield, England UK
Posted:Tue Oct 14, 2008 9:31 AM CST

In A Relationship...

I am so angry with myself right now, i know i should stop beating myself up about things. This blogs probably going to be about the guy i used to like back when i was at college a few months ago.

Recently, i was talking to his cousin who added me on Facebook. I was going to take the plunge and tell him how i felt. So i added him as a friend and he accepted and i sent him a message telling him exactly how long id liked him and how i felt about him and basically i poured my heart out to him or i was about to press the send button until i noticed his status...In a relationshipblues

I just felt like crying at that stage because id stoked myself up to do it and told myself to stop being a wuss and go ahead and then the final second i did he has a girlfriend..And i want my ring back!very mad

I Know i shouldn't get mad but im mad at myself, he was giving me the come on a few months ago and i didn't let him know i was interested, and now im paying the price for it. He has a girlfriend and yet again i find myself alone when if i could of shown him i was interested and more than likely been in a Relationship but oh no, i dont reconize a green light when i see one...Gah it always happens to me!frustrated

But i guess i'll never learn from my mistakes.dunno

Im doing rambling now, i bet your all bored crazy with my stupid boy rants lol!laugh

Much Love
-BrunetteTeen18 x

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ModestlyAwesome Prescott, Arizona USA
Tue Oct 14, 2008 10:19 AM CST
I know how you feel, it's a crappy feeling. comfort You'll be fine, just be more assertive next time.
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tipaly81 Moscow, Idaho USA
Tue Oct 14, 2008 11:07 PM CST
Maybe there is someone better out there. Just keep your head up and don't get discouraged. hug comfort
tinaferrara gozo, Gozo Malta
Wed Oct 15, 2008 6:25 AM CST
my dear,its happened to us all at some time or another,but still hurts i know that,whatever your age
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nofsinhar Valetta, Majjistral Malta
Thu Oct 16, 2008 8:42 AM CST
Yes, it happens all the time. It's just like me; always letting the nice girls go and then having to put up with the other type...D'oh!
But one day we'll do the right move and be happy to the day we die.peace
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Vinny2020 Greenland, Michigan USA
Mon Oct 20, 2008 8:01 PM CST
Well i feel that in life we take chances as it comes, its like findeing $5 bucks on the ground we can walk past it or grab it while its their in front of you, if you don't someone else will. true love happens to us rarely so if we meet someone cool or are interested in them please let them know cause we never want to miss the chance at true happiness. Life is all about learning and seeking and trial and mistake but one never knows unless we just go for it i feel. if we wait for curage then say i'm going to do this or that we may finde ohhh geeee its to late, act when its their or it will slip away like a cloud in the sky. thats my thoughts anyways peace out hang in their and have faith next time just forget about curage or waiting just go for it.
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Thu Oct 23, 2008 3:24 AM CST
your mad slapping yourself over him theres plenty of fellas out there ye never no maybe it wont work out with the young one hes with if hes only with her like a week or two tell him how ye feel ye never no he might like you more lifes to short to go on wat if's

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