melani Blog Post: Tue Dec 16, 2008 4:12 AM CST

melani Kandy Sri Lanka
Posted:Tue Dec 16, 2008 4:12 AM CST

Life sucks


It feels good to unwind here, it is like finding a counselor..

the year is almost ending, and he seems to be doing great with god knows how many ladies. the one i know, didnt want to even face me, when i saw her recently.
i suppose i deserve this pain for the pain i have given someone else.

i cant get over the abusive words, i heard, just because i gave my number to a colleague of a friend or just because i wrote to a student.

i was poked because i was able to log on to the INTERNET. I was told, i could chat, have conferences and so on. he found it repelling that i logged to my5. why all this fuss, when he was doing better things than i?

the worst is, i cant get him off my mind. will moving help? i wonder.. may be it will work out.

at least i get to share my thoughts here. which is great. why did i meet him to suffer and stay silent like this? well shall go on the blogs until I tire of them, and may be I shall find consolation

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ziggysdad glen burnie, Maryland USA
Sun Dec 28, 2008 1:32 AM CST
I believe that he wanders from one to another searching for one like the one he has lost. His search will go on for the rest of his life,but for a moments false pleasure he will never find what he has lost. You must learn to forgive , for in forgiving is the heart and soul are set free to love again , so one can build another nest to fly from and enjoy the essence of a new abundent life.

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