Posted:Fri Jan 2, 2009 8:42 PM CST
Long Time No Blog...(Hello Blue)
So I was wandering through the halls of Blogland, looking for old friends and fellow writers.
BajanBlue especially. I always enjoyed her writings. Some drew tears out of this calloused heart, many were incredibly inspirational.
I was here under the pseudonym of j_goose, and later j_goose71. I had made it a point to catch each and every one of her blogs and poems. Commenting on them occationally, but ALWAYS reading, and thinking.
She inspired me and many others to write.
Like a crack addict, I'm back at it. I cherish writing like the starving do bread. I embrace my friends like a dying man, and search for love like a sad man.
I lie here confused with out answers. Climbing a tree with no top, grabbing for branches I can’t see, feeling for footholds I can’t find. Emotion weighs heavy on my, scarred, bitter back, and thought weighs twofold. I am lost in this tree.
Life slams into me like a wave. Crash. Recess. Crash. Kneeling in the ocean I can’t stand. I don’t know where I’m going, but whe I read blogs such as Blue's I can't help but feel a bit better about where I am.
And there are others. Ones I'm just getting to know through their writing. Those I haven't seen until recently. I appreciate good words, and it's the ones that really "grab me" that I think about most often.
So, if there's a particular writer out there not sure whether or not people are getting the message, though the comments are not found in the footnotes, surely some of us are reading, and we "get it."
Kudos to you all.
ANd thank you, Blue for all your inspiring words....