plasticsoldiers Blog Post: Sun Jan 4, 2009 1:25 AM CST

plasticsoldiers Broken Arrow, Oklahoma USA
Posted:Sun Jan 4, 2009 1:25 AM CST

Stumble.

Step forward
Once, twice, fall,
Pick myself up, keep on
Every fall leaves a bruise
Every heartbreak leaves a mark
Every lie leaves a scar
Every rejection makes me sick
To my stomach,
What is it now, what's the problem?
I won't ask questions
About myself, what's wrong with me
No answers, no truth, no honesty
What is it you don't see
What is it wrong with me
Wrong enough,
Bad enough that you can't love me for me
Not the image but the mind
What's hidden behind
What I see in the mirror,
All the bruises
All the marks
All the scars,
Make me wonder,
Is this search worth the wait?
Is this process worth the ache?
Is looking for love worth the pain?
Or should I just give it up?
Step forward,
Once, twice, stumble...

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bollywood Mumbai India
Sun Jan 4, 2009 5:52 AM CST
Very strong expression .Look forward to see me.Take the step forward
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Iamfrazzled Hagerstown, Maryland USA
Sun Jan 4, 2009 1:22 PM CST
Obviously you are a very talented young woman and are stronger than you think. It is not you that is lacking in interest or "love worthy" but only lacking in skills to find decent men. Do not blame yourself for loving someone who is not worthy only hope that they will learn from your decent qualities after you have moved on to a better choice of partner. Your true love is probably looking for you now, just be patient and love yourself first.

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