plasticsoldiers Blog Post: Thu Jan 29, 2009 4:30 AM CST

plasticsoldiers Broken Arrow, Oklahoma USA
Posted:Thu Jan 29, 2009 4:30 AM CST

I quit.

My heart just broke for the very last time.
It won't happen again.
I put myself out there, despite my fears, to one person,
Only to get hurt in the end.
To feel that all familiar feeling,
The twinge in my chest.
The feeling that never fails to bring me to tears,
To make me feel like death would hurt less.
I've had all I can take,
I quit.





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Comments

Turnonmyrain Campbellford, Ontario Canada
Thu Jan 29, 2009 5:21 AM CST
Oh young lady then they win, is that the power you wish to give them.. I underestand the hurt, but once you accept the fact that you cannot control any one elses actions, you will fear no longer as they will no longer control you.

So dust yourself off and be very happy that you are not stuck another day with the unworthy.

Take care and enjoy a constellation now there is an awesome performance worthy of your attention
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k9hunter Weed, California USA
Thu Jan 29, 2009 12:32 PM CST
STOP!
Stop building your fortress on the sand.
Build it upon the solid rock of JESUS, and the gates of HELL shall NOT prevail against you.
Surely satan seeks to unseat and defeat you.
Don't let him.
He is ultimately a liar and deceiver.
Jesus died that you may have LIFE and have it with abundance.
Re-adjust and refocus your search and this time trust and seek out what GOD wants for you in your life.
He is FAITHFUL.
He still moves stones and loves you!
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smokin440 hempstown, Wicklow Ireland
Thu Jan 29, 2009 2:39 PM CST
i hear you,i know exactly that feeling....be positive about yourself if you put out positive vibes you'll bring positivity back to yourself. i'm trying to do it myself, dont get me wrong, it's tough goin' but it's better than rottin' away feelin sorry for myself,
P.S. good luck....
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Fri Jan 30, 2009 1:07 AM CST
Whoa,my 'heart and soul' really feels for you my dear young Ladycrying blues moping sigh And I can really feel your 'pain' and your 'hurt' comfort hug hug hug hug
But please,can I give some tender advice to you,please do not give up on 'Hope' and 'Love',and don't 'Quit',there some really Good and Decent Men out there,same as there are some really Good Ladies out there too.
So dry your 'tears',move on,be strong,and look forward towards 'You' being 'You',and Yes,I know 'Love' can really hurt you,to core of your 'Soul' ,being there,so I know the pain you are going though.
but I can honesty say,there will be Light at the end of the Tunnel for you,and you will find your true 'love' and your 'Soul mate'..

Virgiomonkey,know as John Dutchie hug sad flower comfort hug hug hug hug

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