Hello Jack,
I am so sorry, you have gone through so much pain. Well, leave it to time. Time will heal the scars in a gentle way. You will find love all over again. It is hard to move on, when your heart yearns another, but then, when we are not wanted, we must learn to accept rejection. That is what I have attempted to do. It is not easy, it is only those of us who feel the pain, know what this is all about. WELL, if you like, please try and do this, write to the blogs and forums here, pour your heart out. It brings out a sense of comfort which is hard to describe.
Believe, me the blogs have been a kind of a diary for me. I have cried silent tears writing to the blogs, but each time, I feel the heaviness ease, and the feeling of peace flow through me. It is almost like talking to someone.
try it out, you will feel good, and there are good souls here, who say what they have to say to what we write. That means a lot too. ALSO, you will find a remarkable strength in you, and discover that you have skills that you never thought you have.
take care & Good Luck
Melani
