Posted:Sat Mar 14, 2009 11:05 AM CST
loves' fear
I'm not asking if you love me
afraid the answer may not please
left to dream
my heart still open
yet my mind shall never ease
too much thinking makes me question
if you could only read my mind
for brutal truth
would surely scar me
I fear unhappiness to find
so I float along in limbo
that's what I get for loving you
unsure of step, thought, or purpose
come on sunshine, see me through
til sleep can once again protect me
from conscious misery of the day
where tenderness flows
and our spirits dance
painful reality, safely away
must I forever heed the warning?
is a sad heart not to heal?
will I one day welcome morning?
find your precious love to feel?
it seems so useless to continue
this life's only been a waste
today, I'm asking, do you love me?
and pray, your kisses I might taste
should you be cold on the shoulder
and mouth those words, confirm my fears
no more escape for me into the night
now it will only cause more tears