brunetteteen18 Blog Post: Fri Mar 27, 2009 11:53 AM CST

brunetteteen18 Mansfield, Nottinghamshire, England UK
Posted:Fri Mar 27, 2009 11:53 AM CST

I'll Be Here Waiting.

Thanks to everyone who commented on my last blog and sent really kind messages telling me to keep my chin up :)

So deep down inside, the confusion and frustrate of losing out on so many guys is still at large. And all im gonna say in this blog is..Is it wrong to meet your ex boyfriends?, one of my ex's from a year ago has asked me to meet him tomorrow, i really did feel something for him long ago but all i felt has now disappeared and turned into a hollow hate which isn't full on just yet. I agreed but im thinking to myself its just too soon but since i promised him i think im gonna' see it through and try and keep a lid on my emotions.

And the second question, i really need to ask is..Is it right to wait for guys you like to come out of a relationship?. I know ive talked this through with many people and they say i should stop wasting my life and move on and try and forget about things but truthfully i still have feelings for the emo guy i lost out on on Facebook :(..Im never gonna get over it (I know i should stop acting like a dumb teen but hell lol).

My ex boyfriend still wants me back, but im still pretty torn up about him to really tell him what i feel?, is that a bad sign or what? uh oh

I Have so many questions i need answers to, but the answers never really hit me quick enough for me to act. I mean, does it make me a heartless bitch if i say i hope my crush and his girl don't last long?, or is me just being spiteful?, i really don't know..

So i need help on this one, but who knows if i'll get it in time or what lol.

Thank you for reading my blogs =)

- Brunetteteen18

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DBOWMAN brighton, East Sussex, England UK
Fri Mar 27, 2009 1:25 PM CST
You are a normal teenager even us older and supposedly wiser women develop crushes on men who are in a relationship and hope it doesn't last when we're in a mood of feeling sorry for ourselves sometimes due to hormones but also out of loneliness. Just accept your feelings and think things through. If I want to get really spiteful I write it down in a diary I keep but never follow it through cos writing gets it out of my system and it doesn't hurt anyone in the process. Don't do anything you will regret later and if you need to talk there should be some young persons advice centre in your area where you can talk to a trained councellor. Believe me you will get over the Facebook guy but it takes time. One day the right guy will come along when you least expect it. A friend of mine has a saying that in order to meet your Prince Charming you have to kiss a lot of frogs, just look on the guys who don't work out as frogs. Keep your chin up you will get through this.comfort
Dreamer82 Wahiawa, Hawaii USA
Sun Apr 5, 2009 7:29 PM CST
I say go for it. I've got a few regrets I'll have to live with. This shouldn't be one of yours. Who really knows, maybe you both got it right the first time around....thumbs up thumbs up

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