Posted:Mon Mar 30, 2009 10:56 AM CST
Is This A Smile I See, Passing My Lips?
Im actually smiling, i have no idea why at the moment..Well i do but theres so much to explain :) so again get comfortable hehe.
So earlier, i was talking to the crush (the emo guy i lost on facebook) and of course we were just talking in general and he asked me if i was single and i said yes and he was like im sorry to hear that and then i told him it was for the best between us and everything.
And this is what i think is the greatest part ever, he said to me that he's not so close to his girlfriend at the moment and i was just grinning from ear to ear, i mean it was the first time he's payed attention to me or even talked to me in a while. So i couldn't help but smile at that bit of news, and he said when he's single, i should go for a drink with him and everything and i was like id love to and stuff, so im hoping that'll be soon.
I know i shouldn't get my hopes up and stuff, but its kinda hard not to after that conversation, so now im sitting here hoping he will end it soon and im sat here with a big fat grin on my face 
, so most people will be glad that im not moaning about things today and that im perfectly happy, but i just hope things turn a corner in the boy department soon.
Yeah, now i sound like a heartless bitch for wishing the two of them will end soon, but i dont think its that normal to want someone this much is it?, but we have so much in common its great, and me and my ex boyfriend had absolutely nothing in common and it just seems crazy :)
So now, ive done boring everyone to buggery so i shall leave everyone alone now hehe =D
Ill update if things do turn any kind of corner :D
Brunetteteen18 