sg0974 Blog Post: Mon Jun 29, 2009 6:01 PM CST

sg0974 Shelbyville, Indiana USA
Posted:Mon Jun 29, 2009 6:01 PM CST

Hatred

This goes to the last person who posted a comment on my last blog. I got out of her car while was at a apartment complex after she admitted to all the things she has said and done. An hour later, she tried to stop me on two different occassions on dixie highway begging me to get in the car with her because she didn't want her exhusband to found out the truth of what was really going on. If somebody admitted to you that they did something that was very wrong to hurt you or anybody, would you just turn the other cheek? would you just turn away and walk away slowly like nothing even happened? Or do you want to make their life a miserable hell? Their is no place here on this earth for people who hurts children, who does murder, for people who rapes or beats women and terroists. Those are the type of people that don't deserve to live here on this face of this planet! My baby whom I will never get to hold or do anything with is now up in heaven with God and Jesus and doesn't have to suffer the pain that the baby's mother put the baby through while in her womb. you are asking me to move on and to get a real life and in fact I do have a real life. I get out everyday, weather permitting and look for work, just like every unemployed american that is doing that right now. I totally agree with you, YES, she is a sociopath but sociopath's like her doesn't need to be driving on the streets or even to walk our public sidewalks that knowingly that they shouldn't even be free or to even be alive. You are asking me also to not to hate this person for what they have done. I hate this individiual with every being of my soul because she falls under the category of being a person who commits a cold blooded murder on an innocent child that wasn't even born yet. If I did have my child, I would make sure that my child gets everything in order to make sure that my baby gets diapers,formula etc. and even if it meant joining the military to risk my life, then so be it, at least I would have been doing it for the right reasons. I have let go of her but in my situation of moving on, nobody in their right minds would ever see a person walking the streets that has hurt them in the worst way possible would ever move on, That will always be in their memory for the rest of their lives. If a woman or child ever came up to you and their badly injured, Would you tell them the same thing, just like you are telling me, To turn around and walk away? Time to move on?

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sweet_saucy2008 Northwest, Tennessee USA
Mon Jun 29, 2009 9:06 PM CST
The hardest thing anyone can do is move on especially when it involves the death of a child. Now you must ask yourself what could you have done to change things? You were not there to prevent what happened.

There will never be a day in your life that you will forget your loss, but as you heal you will discover what acceptance is. Not acceptance for what she did to you, but for your loss.

When I read what happened it literally made me ill. I have studied extensively in Psychology, Sociology, amd Criminal Justice on sociopaths and other personality disorders. Out of all a sociopath is the worst being alive. Nothing can change them or stop them from obtaining what benefits them.

I have custody of my 3 yr. old granddaughter who's mother is a sociopath. She did meth. and crack all through the pregnancy causing he baby to be born an addict. You may not have a clue what damage that has done to her brain's development. She will always suffer with developmental and behavioral problems. Her mother has no clue nor does she give a rat's behind what she has done to an innocent.

Yes she is breathing, but what future she will have is not a positive one. No matter how much love, understanding, and patience I can give her it will not change her condition. And yes I am doing all I can to protect her as well, but it will never be enough.

Anger will not bring your unborn child back, nor will it make my baby girl normal. I have served many in need and if this was something I could change, believe me I would. I am sorry that I can't.
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fathertime kapolei, Hawaii USA
Thu Jul 2, 2009 1:48 PM CST
I am very sorry to hear about your lose brother. I too had something like this happen behind drug use
and being selfish. God bless you it will take a lot of time to heal the loss but the anger you
have will not go away. Its been 6 years since my ordeal and I still hate my X. She is a total
loser because of her addiction of pain prescriptions that our country sells and poison's us with.
We have spent thousand on rehabs but she doesn't want to stop. Well this is from the heart my friend stay
strong and try too keep the hate down so it doesn't eat away at you.
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fathertime kapolei, Hawaii USA
Thu Jul 2, 2009 1:49 PM CST
I am very sorry to hear about your lose brother. I too had something like this happen behind drug use
and being selfish. God bless you it will take a lot of time to heal the loss but the anger you
have will not go away. Its been 6 years since my ordeal and I still hate my X. She is a total
loser because of her addiction of pain prescriptions that our country sells and poison's us with.
We have spent thousand on rehabs but she doesn't want to stop. Well this is from the heart my friend stay
strong and try too keep the hate down so it doesn't eat away at you.
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fathertime kapolei, Hawaii USA
Thu Jul 2, 2009 1:51 PM CST
I am very sorry to hear about your lose brother. I too had something like this happen behind drug use
and being selfish. God bless you it will take a lot of time to heal the loss but the anger you
have will not go away. Its been 6 years since my ordeal and I still hate my X. She is a total
loser because of her addiction of pain prescriptions that our country sells and poison's us with.
We have spent thousand on rehabs but she doesn't want to stop. Well this is from the heart my friend stay
strong and try too keep the hate down so it doesn't eat away at you.
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sg0974 Shelbyville, Indiana USA
Fri Jul 3, 2009 1:34 AM CST
hey fathertime. I just wanted to say on my behalf of this situation that I am in with my exgirlfriend is that it had nothing to do with any type of illegal drugs of any kind, what she has done was nothing but a cold blooded murder on an innocent child that wasn't even born yet because she said to me in the car that day ''she really didn't want it.'' I'm sorry to hear about what your x is doing by taking pain prescription pills that's destroying her life. Hopefully you or somebody that you know their in Hawaii would take a stand and help out the people who is under their addictions even if it meant dragging their sorry lives to rehab in order to save their lives. So, hang in their my brother from Hawaii and everything will work out in due time.

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