Posted:Sun Jul 5, 2009 9:07 PM CST
You're a city that's pulling me still.....
You keep me from sleeping and strengthen my will
The gates they are strong but they open for song I
have heard
Do you ever happen to encounter a type of individual, who digs their own grave so willingly that you ponder if they ever want to live a prosperous life?
Of course I am speaking of the past weekends events.
I have found out, a guy (an ex) that I still regarded as being a sweet misunderstood person, is actually a pedantic liar.
Turns out, he spun such a gigantic woolly yarn about having a bad past, being in trouble, being hurt.
Then due to drunkeness, tells me it was lies?
Now partly my reason for finishing it with this very person, was due to my gut telling me something wasn’t right. At the time, I thought it was possible liver failure due to Heineken consumption but still I went with it.
So now I am very disillusioned about the kind of men I attract?
I am an honest, genuine girl, with a spectrum of crazy but at least all the colors are pretty!
I am all for the law of attraction. I try to put good out there.
Granted I am unambitious, lazy and expect my fate to knock on my front door and land in my lap……
But I am a lover of people. I love getting to know knew things, I crave new knowledge, new experience.
All I seem to do, is either fall for wannabe playas (I say that like I can pull it off) or entertain losers.
I wish it weren’t the truth as I am one of those very annoying people that always maintains we own our own mistakes.
I just can’t seem to break the mold.
I am going to say what I mean and mean what I say. Cosmic Forces, are you listening?!
I want love, affection, passion, laughter, prolonged intense sessions of hide the sausage (peek a boob) and someone who has my best interest at heart.
Failing that, a few beers, talking with someone who wants inside my head and pants, for the right reasons.
Right, Phew.
All done!
This is the kind of Love, I'm talking about.... (super soppy, eww)
www.youtube.com/watch?v=DpLpXYDLrcI