brunetteteen18 Blog Post: Thu Jul 9, 2009 2:56 PM CST

brunetteteen18 Mansfield, Nottinghamshire, England UK
Posted:Thu Jul 9, 2009 2:56 PM CST

Giving It Up..

So, after weeks of alot of thinking. Ive decided to take a massive step and try and quit smoking, i know its going to be tough and there are times where i probably will crack but as long as i can cut down then im all for it, but if it doesn't work its a sign im not ready and i need to wait until theres next to no stress in my life :)

I haven't been doing much today, ive been with my boyfriend from 12 this afternoon until 7 tonight and i had such a great time its like everytime we meet we have so much fun and a really good laugh with each other and then when i have to leave him it hurts for some strange reason..Is it really love? laugh

Well, ive got a story to tell about the other day. I went out again to my boyfriends city for the day and we just hung out and the clouds looked awful, they we're definitely storm clouds and i have a phobia of thunder and lightening..yes at 20 years old i officially have the wimpiest fears still lol rolling on the floor laughing. So anyway, it began to rumble when we we're walking home and he held me really tight, it started to rain really heavy when we got in the house, and i was just watching tv and there was this really loud bang, and lightening and it was like it struck something and i got so scared and i began to cry (i know im sad lol), he was great with me and held me really close, and told me everything was going to be alright..I dunno' i just have a horrible phobia of storms, as well as heights!..But i found that really touching because none of my other boyfriends really cared for me when i got scared of storms they'd just tell me to stop being stupid. =\

And he brought me a bear yesterday, and he gave me so many romantic guestures i couldn't believe it lol!. I haven't stopped smiling since i met him and thats nearly a month ago on the 14th July..

And whats better?, he's taking me to the leeds festival next year and he's taking me to go see our favourite band Bullet For My Valentine in November and he's paying for both i just cant believe it, finally im happy for once instead of boring everyone by moaning about my love life being on the rocks laugh

Thanks for reading my blog and i hope i haven't bored any of you :)

Much Love

- Brunetteteen18 lips xxx

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goodfriend glasgow, Strathclyde, Scotland UK
Thu Jul 9, 2009 3:14 PM CST
What a wonderful read Brunetteteen and i am so happy you are happy, as for the smoking then i wish you all the luck in the world, i have managed to kick the habit now for nearly two years, this was my seventh attempt and i can tell you that is so good not wanting a cigarette and i can spend money on my other addiction...perfume...you can do because YOU CAN..stay happy lass..wave
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samlaunch Knoxville, Tennessee USA
Fri Jul 10, 2009 2:56 AM CST
i remember my first experience with smoking. someone asked if i would like a smoke. i said, 'sure'. so i puffed away on the cigarette and they said, 'ok, now inhale'. i did a double-take and said, 'you're joking? you actually inhale this stuff?" then he whipped out a kleenex and inhaled his cigarette with kleenex over the smoking end of the cigarette. he showed me the tar. anyway, it was a shocking find. i have another smoking story but that one deals with pot. pot the drug. no, i never smoked it but came close by accident.
PAjustin honesdale, Pennsylvania USA
Fri Jul 10, 2009 3:50 PM CST
good luck on ur journey girl i need 2 quit myself. and 2 tha dude on tha bottom of tha comments YA RITE! Next thng ya know hes gonna say he diddnt inhale.
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JimNastics Kingston, New Jersey USA
Sat Jul 11, 2009 9:20 PM CST
First you need to quit the excuses and the compromises before you even attempt to quit smoking. Make your mind up to actually do it and then just do it. Circle a date on the calendar and then go cold turkey. Smoking doesn't ease stress, it helps cause stress. The perceived stress is actually the addiction. As nicotene receptors get depleted of nicotene, the withdrawls kick in, including that nervous desire to smoke (get more nicotene). This is an unending vicious cycle that results in the smoking eventually getting lung disease (and often other diseases). After you successfully complete the withdrawls without smoking, you will feel much less stress than even after you smoke. With all that is currently known about smoking and the addiction, only fools smoke nowadays.

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