Baby_Monkey Blog Post: Fri Jul 10, 2009 12:43 AM CST

Baby_Monkey Naguabo, Naguabo Puerto Rico
Posted:Fri Jul 10, 2009 12:43 AM CST

Im Done

What I've come to realize is that every person takes a little part of who you are.
That little part does not grow back or becomes something, its is a shallow space in you.
I feel as though too much of me has been shared, miss used and taken. I have nothing to give anymore. I don't expect anything because every time I have, well so goes the song....
There are people however that can deal with all of it. Yes I do believe that theres weaker and stronger people. Some are more sensitive to life.

Anyways before I get off track.

My point is I have come to my limits. I'm tired of trying when I don't get anything in return. I honestly don't care. And as much as I wanted things now I'm just numb.

I keep praying to God, but there's nothing left to do. We are all selfish in our own ways. Thats my only way of understanding. Life is not fair and equal. If it were to be then we would all be happy. Right? But there ain't no such thing. Fairy tales are for children.

I don't really want a response for this. I just needed to write it down.

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Apostophe Boksburg, Johannesburg South Africa
Fri Jul 10, 2009 1:01 PM CST
Jaded is what you are - happens to some of us.

Take time out and be good to yourself.


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Sat Jul 11, 2009 6:14 AM CST
don't do it and turn stonecold it's the ez way love is the answer people say it all the time life is to short it's true just take it ez for awhile and come back stronger iv been their almost gave up realised if your not loving your not living good luck with everything gob bless angel peace
courage Morgantown, West Virginia USA
Sat Jul 11, 2009 9:29 AM CST
Baby Monkey, Please know that I understand how you feel. I wish I could reach out and give you a hug. I am sorry for what you are going through. I have been there too. I had to take some time away. The people who commented are absolutely right, give yourself some time, just for you. Do some of the things that make you feel good, things for fun, things you love to do. I appreciate you and you have helped me so much. I should have said it more often. I care for you and I hate to hear you are at such a place. Your poems, your blogs, your comments to help people show that you are a beautiful, caring person. The time comes for each of us to rest once in a while. Take a little break if that is what you feel you need. But know this you will be so missed by me and many, many others. We love and care about you. I will pray that you will feel better soon. Take good care of yourself. God Bless. Peace and Hugs!
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DonDon67 Columbus, Georgia USA
Sat Jul 11, 2009 9:40 PM CST
yes praying is the key and god will always answer.god bless you always dondonangel peace
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rubendario Hartford, Connecticut USA
Sat Jul 11, 2009 11:54 PM CST
Hang in there hermanita, you'll be ok! angel angel comfort
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Baby_Monkey Naguabo, Naguabo Puerto Rico
Sun Jul 12, 2009 11:03 AM CST
Thank you so much guys. I will take sometime for myself. But I just want to really say thank you from the bottom of my heart. You are truly good friends. teddybear
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TLC69 duncannon, Pennsylvania USA
Sun Jul 12, 2009 9:03 PM CST
Your not alone, just take a step back and get a fresh outlook on everything.

It is so easy to assign blame for all that was done wrong to us by everyone in our life, but if we don't expose our hearts we can't love.
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zira9888 newport, Isle of Wight, England UK
Tue Jul 14, 2009 4:44 AM CST
That is true about if we dont show our heart we cant love, but try going by your gut feelings, and take a step back and think whats happened in the past, and be aware of it happening in the future, take control of your life, and let others make their mistakes, but time to look after you now, lifes too short to feel that way, try being proud, head up, that you have helped others, but not, its your time ok, love and thinking of you, stay safe ..xteddybear

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