Real Or Illusion
Everything seems fine, got the room rearranged, giving up smoking, got a handle on my weed smoking somewhat, got my medical stuff straightened out. Been relatively happy for a while.Is this real though or is this just a prelude to something. My luck usually don't be that great and I can't help thinking that something bad is just around the corner. I guess I am expecting something and can't help but to think that this is just a elaborate setup.
Maybe I'm just being paranoid.
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"And Which"
"Is An Illusion"............"Moody Blues"
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I quit drinking in 93, and had the same train of thought you re having. It was a jolt to the system, and it took me a while to realize a whole lifestyle change was coming at me,
Keep a tight rein on the things that you can influence. We all can only hope that things we don't have an influence on will be ok.
Enjoy it and work for it to continue as long as possible.
to deal with your paranoia get into the here and now pronto.
What you do or think right now effects the next moment, engage in positive activity as that type of activity leads to positive outcome, more positive activity more positive out comes...
paranoia likely arises because we may have made few errors showing the seeds of Murphy's Law perhaps rear rather rash judgment or two in the past that will certainty produce as you sow etct etc, however understanding who wrote the script hopefully will mean you'll understand and not make things any worse, its called taking it on the chin...
positive activities produce positive outcomes so get into the here and now and direct mind to engage in positive thoughts/energy