hello again my friends

phoenixrising1 Blog Post: Mon Oct 26, 2009 1:33 PM CST

phoenixrising1 south hazelton, British Columbia Canada

Posted:Mon Oct 26, 2009 1:33 PM CST

hello again my friends

when i first arrived at C S .....i was hurt, angry, very secluded .... and really cried and bitched and looked for a shoulder to cry on .
with the help and care from some ... i was able to survive here while i became divorced (she refused counseling after 27 years ... just went to him) ...and now i have been single ..... going on three months
when i first arrived ... i just asked some sweet girl,,, i sought out to marry me.... thought we could not really just do that.... but through interaction with friends we met at C S we ,, became friends instead... and realized its hard to become engaged ..with out meeting ... and you need time to get to know each other
i placed clearly on my .. profile i was only interested in friends for 3 or 4 months...... and then... 3 days ago .. i changed my profile to say..." i am interested in friends romance,, and relationship.... but i need to take it slow and easy"
C S is a real wonderful crowd and i thank all who have been there for me.
this blog is dedicated to the sweet gal who communicated to me she was disappointed ..in my lack of willingness to display commitment after reading my profile.last night ...hehehe

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sweet_saucy2008 Northwest, Tennessee USA
Mon Oct 26, 2009 4:57 PM CST

Kenneth, you have always been kind and charismatic. I have enjoyed knowing you as a friend. When anyone comes out of long and tough relationship we tend to come out with tainted hearts. Your friends will always be there to support you without regret.

I found myself here not so much looking to meet anyone, but to move forward and reconnect with people. I have done that and more so I feel like it is time for me to fade into the sunset. It just so happens that the sun is setting here.