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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
I smoke pot but my question is like on a dating site or looking for someone do women look down on a guy if he smokes pot?


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
blntman420: i think pot is misunderstood it is the only natural "drug" everything else is altered in some way and the only reason its illegal i believe is cause the government can't tax it


Pot Is misunderstood i agree, But its not the only natural drug becuase shrooms grow from the earth to even tho it they grow in Cow Poo. But anyway if someone drink to much beer or whatever they want to go drive or whatever but if you smoke to much pot you fall asleep


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
There is no light where i am at, no life, no joy, there is nothing but a long pitch black hallway. The only thing that you can see is my neon red blood flowing from my arms and a few tear drops from my eyes. Each step i take feels like I have a hundred pounds in my shoe. I have been here before but never like this. This is the last place i ever wanted to be. Legs are starting to weakin. Heart starting to pound louder and louder. blood flowing even more. More tears are falling, Feel as if im in danger, Hopeless i am alone, im afried the end is near.I am not alive nor am i dead, i am doomed to a endless life of pain and worry, there is only one way out and it may be the best way for me.This is a story of a broken soul.As days go by my heart grows cold. The neon blood flow starts to slow down the heart is no longer pounding as hard my time is near.I sit in the middle of the hallway, reach into my pocket and take out my last cigarette and as i light it up the dark hallway is lit up for the first time ever as i look around before i light up my cigarette i see the visions of my past, death, pain, suffering everything that has been by my side snice day one. The same pain that has been the cause of my down fall but also the same pain that has made me the man i am today. Lit up my cigarette. Blow the smoke out crying faces are in the smoke. Im really getting sick of myself.The neon blood is starting to dry, starting to dim and dull into a nothingness.This is where im at, a cross road of living and dying. between life and death, almost dead but still alive. The darkness of the hallways starts to cover my body starting with my legs moving its way up.There is no use fighting what is already set in stone a death a painful and lonely death that cant be cured. There will be no coffin nobody will know im gone it will be like i was never here. the darkness reaches my heart almost over. I take the last puff og my cigarette and put it out. as i let of the smoke out the darkness comes pouring out of my mouth, there is no use crying cuz no one will hear the tear drop. Fully covered i fade into the hallway like i was never there its all over. Im dreaming about tomorrow im thinking of yesterday i consume myself in sarrow this moment is what i betray i was searching for the answer and when i look around sometimes i get sad cuz my life was spining out of control. When you cut me into i never thought i would bleed. Im no longer in between living and dying, for the simple fact that i was dead inside a long time ago...i have met death and death is me.very mad


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
Thank you, But its not about a little sister or movies, when i write poems or whatever i really try to get all my feelings out and when someone reads it i want them to feel what is happing in my writing, thats why i tend to be a little graphic


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
There is a war going on within my mind and I am in the middle of it. I have to face it head on, No more running, no more pain, I stand There waiting for the next attack, a gash above my eye, blood blinds me, fills me with rage. Here it comes, move, duck, roll, close call. or was it blood rolling down the arm like a waterfall, getting weaker, will never die, Move in for the kill. blood rains all over, covered in it. never ending. Stareing down myself, face to face, no more fear, This is it. He movs in for the kill, duck, behinde him, grab neck, Head Torn off, Blood Pouring out like a fountain of hope, a sigh of victory, I stand there with my own head hanging from my hand, I look up all the blood continues to fall, I let out a scream the whole world can hear, My Last Battle Cry. From Behinde on the back of my head i feel cold steel, A Click, Never seeing who it is, But i know. A Voice says Hello My Love, BLAST! Shot from behind, Brain Everywhere , Feels Like Slow Motion as i fall to the ground, what is left of my mind plays these visions before my eyes they are of you and the happy time, Didnt Last Long. She Bends down to me and whispers in my ear, "When Ever we are alone, you make me feel clean again" Then She walks off into the blackness waiting for her next move, Her Next Love.....Her Next Victim


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
Years Of Fighting The Never Ending Battle within my self finally comes to an end. and the darkness has one, as i lay there on the floor dead with a smile on my face a light from above shines down on my like i am on stage front and center. The wings on my back finally come out as i start to asend up into the sky. Something grabs my by my foot and starts to pull me back down to the ground, it is you, the love of my life. i can not move but i can see and feel, as you wrap your arms around me, i finally feel alive until i start to feel the cold steel knife you pulled out, as you start to clip me of my wings, the feathers fall along with my tears. Why wont you let me be happy, for it is my pain that you cause that gets you off. One wing falls, you stich up where it used to be. Now The Other. Your Blood soaked hands move quickly like you have done this before..No more wings only stiches where they use to be when you are done i fall to my knees looking at what used to be, I look up to you from my kness and all i can hear is the whisper you say like the wind. Baby Our Love Is Hell angel devil


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
i have nothing to do oon here does anyone feel like talking to me? how about something to talk about whats an odd thing about you that most people dont do or whatever like myself am i pro wrestler, its not really a common thing, anyone else?dancing cool


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
Well i guess i will get to the point, over the last several months a few of my ex-girlfriends have been trying to contact me, and not as in to be friends but to have a second chance, and some of these girls i havent talked to in a few years does anyone have any advice for what i should do?dunno confused


A Simple Man That Needs Some Help: click here to read the entire thread »

DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
ok maybe i wasnt all the way thruthful when i said spider scare me they do but i mean i cant even look at pictures of them or in movies cuz they creep me out so much dose that happen to anyone else or am i just weird?dunno confused


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
casie1600: yep, terrified of spiders!!


Im with you 100%, Spiders and Haunted House's (even the really cheesey ones, When i was younger it scared me so bad i never went into one againblues


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
I know this one is prolly another thread or what ever but im going to put a few quotes up i really like andif you like them or disagree with it feel free to talk and add personal quotes you like also.doesn't matter if you put who its by or not.

A vote is like a rifle: its usefulness depends upon the character of the user.

Forgive your enemies, but never forget their names.

You cannot run away from a weakness; you must sometimes fight it out or perish. And if that be so, why not now, and where you stand?

A man can sleep around, no questions asked, but if a woman makes nineteen or twenty mistakes she's a tramp.
Joan Rivers

conversing


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
when it comes to someone sending you a message on here and you dont have a chance to look at there profile first, what catches your eye to make you want to look at their profile or even message them back?dunno


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
I know i have only been on here a couple of days now and im not trying to push any buttons or anything, im not saying i dont believe people when they say looks dont matter but the personailty does, im just saying dont we all as humans still care about what our other looks like even if its just a little?im not saying being shallow but have you ever saw someone at a bar or whatever and knew you were going to blow him off just becuase he'she was a little bigger then you like? I understand personailty does count for a lot, but i have a wonderful personailty and im not the ugliest guy in the world, but i guess the point im trying to make it personailty doesnt cover everything cool


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
Imasquirly1: That is the same question that us women that are a little larger have been asking for years....I don't think it matters what sex it is...some people like skinny...some larger...

I am just hoping that I can find someone that dosen't mind a little bit extra on me someday


I totally agree with you, it doesnt matter if she is skinny or has a little meat on there bones i am moe about the personailty


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
i guess maybe its just where i am from sigh


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
I am a big guy but i have come to find out that a lot of females prefer skinny guys and this has been bugging me for a while. and when i mean big i dont mean obease guy but guys who have a little more meat to them so my question is why small over big?


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DKC185 Brunswick, Maryland USA
I always see on these dating sites is females tend to reply to skinny guys but blow off us big guys, if there are any females out there who like big guys or doesnt care then please send me a message and we can go from therepeace


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