Ok let me explain...I left for reasons stated and a lot more besides. Then I came back due to lots of folks saying please dont go and I was so touched I decided to come back,never realised quite how well thought of I was. Then I had some misunderstood contact with somebody in private,dont ask cause I aint telling

The misunderstanding was cleared up and so I came back again to maintain contact with this person. Apologies to all for my jack in the box antics. And now I have to go get the house and things ready for a very special person,my 8 year old son who is with me for a week from tonight. I am as excited as he is.

I know many of you,like me,have a difficult even lonely and sad time at Christmas,but things do get better believe me. There was a time not too long ago when I was so so alone and depressed I just didnt see the point of going on. I had to fight that and it was not easy. Now I am past all that thank god. So to all those for whom this period simply means sadness and more, it does get better,more than you can concieve. To the rest of you, Merry Christmas and a happy New Year
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