Posted: Apr 28, 2007, 4:04 PM CST
As some of you may know I've been on this website a few months now, although I have tried various other sites since May 2006. In this time I've had quite a few dates some I got on with some were slightly unbearable, and most just after a one nigt stand.
Met a guy In October last year who I dated for three months, but turned out that he only saw me as a free booze giver and offered sex on a free pay meter??!! unfortunately this was at a time I had just forked out for a romantic weekend New year getaway in Wales, and I also found out he was actually sleeping with other girls behind my back - so I had to end it.
After trying to get over that and trying not to assume that all blokes were like that I started chatting to other people, had several more dates but again guys just wanting a quick leg over....by this time I had pretty much given up, hence some of my first 'negative' posts not long after I joined.
Finally, I end up having a casual conversation with a guy who had messaged me a few times last year and actually held a proper msn conversation with him, shortly after that he came to visit one of his mates that lives local and we met up and got on really well, so we have seen each other several times since then, and talked on the phone every night, however i haven't heard much from him in the last two days - the odd text message, but i aren't text him or call him to find out why because he said that was one of the tings he liked about me - I didn't constantly text and ring him to find out what he is up to.
So I find myself, sitting here wondering if maybe i'm wasting my time, I really don't want to get hurt again, don't want to be lonely either, I don't want to be the stupid mug!! It seems to me he's having the best of both worlds and i have..so little and its making me unhappy..Just don't have the heart to talk to anyone on msn anymore.....
sorry, just had to get this off my chest
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