Some people don't get to know who they really are, what their true needs are because they don't challenge themselves. One way of challenging yourself in order to know your reactions, is to try to live different feelings. This is not exotic, it is about fulfilling your heart, it's about getting emotionally rich and defining what's the best for you only happens better when you walk around.
I'm a different person in Summer in Lisbon, Summer in Mozambique, Christmas in Germany; I'm a different person when i'm talking to someone who is trying to abuse me just because i'm giving her/him space to talk; i'm a different person if i walk around and see men staring at me or walk and nobody is looking at me at all. What do i like best? I need to experience this.
Do i know myself by now? Yes. Am i sure that someone will be able to bring me cereals in bed? Yes. Do i deserve it, i mean, am i enough to deserve such a treatment? Yes.
There is this guy who is offering me the world. I know him, he is here in Lisbon. When he sees me he seems to be eager to exerce power on me and not really love me. All his sms are about how a wonderful world he can provide me, just because he knows i'm starting a life. His approach has been the same for years. Now, even stronger. Same sloggan. This disgusts me because his way of conquering a woman won't ever work for me. Will he get it? No, i'm just not the one for him...it should work for others.
Another one suggested i should write a book instead of being a lawyer. He claimed i'd do better. Why? Because he'd love being on the tabloids with me. That's what he wanted from me, his projection. This was my ex.
I'm really building myself, i can feel my evolution and i'm sure that there must be a man out there who is also building himself to match me instead of just existing. Of course if i go to Bagdad today, i might not find the love of my life there. He might be there? Why not? Come on kids
...he is not even in Lisbon!
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