rare_dawn: hello folks,long time i was not here.hope everything goes fine and well.
Want to share with you... Stevinn.my kids daddy left us for his heavenly abode.
Well,me and stevinn had brokeoff,it was a reconciled brokeoff.he visit us sometimes but always be with him during his sickness,take care of him when he was in the hospital.i did tried my best km bring him back with us.
On 5th feb 2009,i send the kids to visit him on his 33rd birthday with gifts.on 16march2009 he gave us a visit,that evening i convinced him to come back for the kids need him and i too miss him alot.he told me that he will first change, will need some time and will come a changed man.i told him that he can change staying with us.but he told me that he will keep his promise,that he will change first,and he will never hurt me again,he asked my forgiveness,and told me that we will get married once he come back.that night he stayed over,he talked less,saying only that he never will make me hurt again.he asked me to hug me,which i could sensed the emptiness when we hugged,i cried alot,i could see the regrets in his eyes.next morning telling me how blind he is all those years not to care for me,he left assuring me that never will come back to take care of us.
On 18march 2009,he called me,again he asked sorry and forgiveness,told me that he'll come on the 20th.
So on 20thmarch we waited for him,but never showed up.around 6.pm his two friends came and tell me that,that day he was with them the whole day,he took bath,shaved and wore his fav jacket.
At 3pm he went home ,slept in his room.never to wake up again.his mom called a doc and the doc declared him dead around 5.15pm.no signs of struggle.
We three rushed to his parent's house,he was sleeping,he can't be dead.i called him but he's silent.the kids cried and could not take it,they fainted that night many times.the kids wake him up but no answers,he left us without a word,he sleeps forever.may his soul rest in peace.
The kids had come to term with what had happened.my son dreamed and told me mama,don't worry papa is an angel now,i saw him so happy.
He is sure to bless us.
I am sorry,but I hope u will be better soon.
