Ocee35: Ok, a real answer...Find one disturbingly atttractive women that you would be friends with if she wasn't so purely divine, and be her friend. You'll need to take your jealousy in the garage and hang it from a rafter till it stops twitching, but you won't miss it. It's very important that you don't think about dating this woman or having sex with her, of coursae you won't be able to do that, and every time she goes out with someone else, or talks about how wonderfull some other guys is, you'll want to punt puppies across ponds. That irritation is very important. Over time your little pinochio-ess will sart to look just like a real girl. Soon after that you're going to realize she don't piss rainbows and crap vanilla beans. You'll stop making excuses for her, kissing her ass, and generally acting like a pussy(no offense intended, most of us have done it). As soon as you start treating her like any other woman, you're ready to go trophy hunting. You will soon know for yourself why some people are less concerned with looks than others, but it is an experience worth having first hand. Every man should have at least one women that is aesthetically way out of his league.
Enjoy your's.
Dude you sound like a physcopathic serial stalker.......