mnowsa: i think the whold idea of "truth" can be little deceptive. you can believe in anything/something that may or may not be true. the believing part is very easy comparative to the "true" part. so i think, we should be little more careful about calling something true or not true.
I'm saddened to hear that your idea of truth is deceptive.
Whatever 'you' believe is true!
So why not believe something worthwhile?
The universe will configure itself into any form you want it to.