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Come on Robert, let's have it all out in your thread. Did you ask Monika for a reconciliation then?

Ill send you over my ex...hell ill send you a few ...for free

(ok not for free..ill give you 200.000)just take them ..please

Nope - I have a flight booked to Frankfurt on the 10th July - so she buggered off to Italy on holiday to Italy for two weeks to ensure she avoids me........sensible woman!

I DID however sms a friend of her's to say I am going into hospital Monday for a couple of weeks and I think she'll find out and be pleased - even though there is ZERO chance of a reconciliation.

She told me she wants to have happy memories of our wonderful year together; I'm leaving her alone in peace so that she can get over me and move on.

I think so Robert, that you should leave her alone. I am sure that she will want to remember the fun times and cherish the memories, that is what I do with my husband my ex.

Good luck with the hospital R, I hope you get set up on the right medication and can move forward yourself.

Making money bores me...........I only got excited making shitloads of money hoping it meant we could get married before 2017.............. the only other way we could be together was for my mother to die - and wishing your mother to be dead so you can be free and happy and be with the one you love more than the big bang of creation and the sight of a beautiful sunrise or sunset or your left hand when you are left-handed was a conflict of interests that I could not cope with and finally cracked.

AFTER the crisis my mother has ended up in a nursing home - two months too late to save the most wonderful thing that ever happened to me in my sad little pathetic life.

However, I am DETERMINED to get better - NOT for Monika, NOT for my two fine sons, NOT for my mother, but for ME!

Robert...your thread yesterday caused some problems...it was even pulled.

You are telling me you have been married, have children and your life is pathetic?

At least you have had a life. I am sorry but I will no longer try to help you when you post threads like you did yesterday.

Good luck to you.

Robert i didnt realised you wer serios,

i see now where you r problem is....all i can say is

sorry man....i hope for the best for you

Thank you VERY much for your sincere words.

I know I should have allowed them to admit me today.

I admit I am SCARED!

I do NOT want to lose the freedom I've 'enjoyed' the past few days.

I do NOT like being controlled and shall have to be in a controlled environment in hospital.

My mother has controlled me in a negative way, then Monika (mostly in a positive way).......I just want to be ME for a change and at peace.

However, I know I need to go through with this to come out the other side a better person.............. I know that, but i am still scared, dammit!

I've had some wonderful moments in my life - but then somehow I kept messing things up........... I know that you've said that you are bi-polar and maybe you can understand?

I could cope with being 'down', just the 'highs' of false euphoria drove me insane........however TODAY the obvious was shown to me - that it is not just being falsely happy that is 'manic' but also when I get really angry and upset when there is no need to be!

The obvious was not obvious to me - however, it is now and has shocked me to the core.

Robert, I don't think she'll be pleased by a fact you need to go to a hospital.

From a woman's perspective: you are not a stranger to her but someone she loved and cared for. It looks like at the moment you both need a little personal space and sometime apart. Even if only one of the two people needs it, it should be respected.

But you never know what future brings for the two of you.

You stayed in an unhealthy situation for some time and things are different now, I hope.

Take your time to take care of your health issue whatever it is. Good luck.

Robert? I was admitted to hospital after the birth of my daughter when I suffered severe post natal depression. I was in for two weeks, while they stabilised my medication and I could have the time to recover, on the whole it took me two years to recover from the post natal depression.

I know this is different, but the hospital was a wing where there were many people with all kinds of mental difficulties. And it was not as bad as I thought it was going to be, I went home at the weekend, I had excellent help and it was beneficial to me and I was very scared, frightened. It may not work for you, but try to have an open mind and don't fight it. You are not detained, you are free to take yourself home if you want to. However, I hope you find the right counsellor, the right medication and that you can go on and be free from this mental prison you are in now. And hopefully, you can rest your soul and have some peace. Yes, you are scared, but don't allow the fear to stand in your way of your recovery.

What better proof do we need. This goes to prove that all the money Robert has can't make him happy.

He has to find happiness within himself.

I hope you get well Robert and that someday you will enjoy your life. Good luck to you.

My ex say that I'm a Freddy Krueger.....

Your ex was right!

Sorry - only joking........ anyway, who is Freddy Krueger?

Thanks!

Thanks........... sometimes one just has to 'let go' of what little control one might think/believe one has and allow and trust other people to help and do what is best for you.

Mind you, I am looking forward to visiting Bugibba and re-arranging somebody's facial features - at his invitation!

She'll be pleased. She'll be pleased that I am going and not trying to cope and solve the problem on my own. She's not pleased that I have to go, but pleased that if I have to go I'm not refusing the help that I so obviously need.

I'll love her forever; I have to accept that I have lost her and wish her happiness in the future - even if that means happinesss with another man when she declared that I was 'the love of her life'.

Thank you, Snuggs!