RayfromUSA: As some of you know, I have a serious degenerative neurological condition called hydrocephalus. What that means is that liquid is accumulating in the ventricles of my brain, gradually compressing the brain more and more.
I've had it ever since 1993 but it was totally misdiagnosed until just a couple of years ago. Too late to really do anything about it.
Anyway it's been slowly but steadily getting worse for all that time and now the process is accelerating. It began to affect my balance very slightly only 3 years ago, now its so serious I can barely walk. It also affects my vision, my coordination, my leg muscles etc.
Seen from my side, It's something like living on a Tilt-o-Whirl that never stops and being sick drunk at the same time.
If it continues to get worse, (and it almost certainly will) soon I won't be able to live independently. And by that time, I won't be able to do anything at all, so I have to take all the steps now to prepare. And in my shape that isn't easy.
So, please remember me in your prayers.
Especially that I will be able to get things accomplished.
There's a lot to do and everything is really hard for me.
You're a cool guy and your posts are always decent and thoughtful and they don't matter if from a guy who is healthy or going downhill slowly or rapidly - we all die sooner or later and it's quality of thought that is more important than quantity of wasted time.
Your quality of thought is precious and it has already impinged on the consciousness of many people. You deserve to feel proud of yourself; should you die now (this instant) your life shall not have been in vain because you have had a BENEFICIAL influence on many other people - consciously or unconsciously.
YOU have affected ME in a beneficial way - I am glad to have 'met' you and feel honoured to have been part of your indirect world. I am a man of little or no faith but I thank 'whatever' for your existence.............. yes, you are in my prayers - of celebration of life rather than the sorrow of inevitable death that we all must face one day.
Cheers!