Posted: Aug 29, 2006, 9:51 PM CST
when ben committed suicide, my soul literally fractured...
as i lie here all alone
staring at the bright blue moon
i feel a little tug upon my heart
fate has once again pulled us apart....
i watched as you retreated, you hid
in a world full of lies
that i couldn't fit in....
my heart shatters
my teardrops, like rain
they splatter
on what was once my soul.
excerpts from the last thing i ever wrote. unfortunately, i no longer have it memorized.