2good2b_bad
St. Petersburg, FL, Florida USA
Posted: Dec 29, 2006, 10:33 AM CST
Yeah, adj4. My ex-wife did the same sort of thing. Today I work to be better for me. She is happy in her new relationship, something I was unable to do for her. So I am thankful for that. I made a list of the reasons we would fight, and then I sorted my actions in those occaissions. I took responsibility for my character defects. Now I practice a living amends, meaning I try my best not to repeat those actions. I am not perfect, infact the same thing just happened again. But this time she was the one making the wrong moves. I am still no better at picking women. But I am getting better at accepting them, and the way things turn out. The truth is....I can't make someone love me. But if I love myself, and strive to become someone I would love; then I shall attract someone who can love.
All I can do is try to make my life better. So that I utilize the first chance with some one. Instead of fearing that I am doomed to repeat the process.