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It seems that no matter what I say, how I say it, or in what context it is written, there are some who will continually find fault. I didn't come here for that. I didn't come here to find a mate...I came here to find friends, write blogs and participate in forums. Granted, there were some harsh words thrown about....and although words can not be taken back, one can try to make amends. But, the amends I tried to make were ignored, laughed at, and mocked. It also seems that my continual posting just keeps the fire burning. It's a shame, really, because I do have a great deal to offer concerning many topics. I have a great sense of humor....and have often made many people laugh.
It's also a shame, because some, I thought were friends, found that they had to chose sides, and being that I am "new" to the site...that leaves me on the short end of the totum pole.
Oh I know how this will make many happy....and I'm sure there will be a party thread just for this event. Really doesn't concern me at all. In fact, have your party....show your superiority.....show the rest of CS that your lack of respect and inability to accept appolgies and peace, when it was offered humblly, has caused this person to step away from this site for an undetermined amount of time. No...I am not cancelling.....I'm simply stepping away to allow those individuals time to reflect on their actions.
I took responsibility for my part....however, I've yet to see anybody even try to really make peace. Threads were posted..."can't we all get along" but that was only a front to continue to disrespect.
A certain poster has posted the date, "July 23rd" as being when the hell started on CS. I think you should know what that date represents. It is the date that I signed up here. That's not just a coincidence...it was a direct and disrespectful attempt to make me feel unwanted. Even that doesn't bother me........what bothers me most, is that this contempt won't stop. It has spilled over into other peoples comments, so much that they post argumentitive remarks, which is uncharicteristic of such a poster. That, in itself, is enough for me to say enough is enough.
Those who continue being my friends are also being singled out as "outsiders". I despise such behavior and will not be a part of it.
I am an intelligent, caring, open minded, opinionated, sarcastic, funny and insightful person. It's too bad that one mistake has blinded so many to the qualities that most look for in friends. The ironic and sad fact is, the mistakes I made, have also been made by the ones whom have singled me out.
I will continue to check email here....I will not post in forums until such time as I feel comfortable doing so.
If you wish to consider this a "win" in your pety minds....do so. However, you should know....I am a bigger person to admit my faults......too bad others could not and would not do the same.
Leave your comments if you wish....I will not respond....unless you send to private email here.
Just be yourself and F*ck them...