Posted: Dec 23, 2007, 8:46 AM CST
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I really DO need a kick up the arse today..
I'm sad for my friend and the kind of Christmas she and her family are going to have.. and I cant stop thinking about that.. and her future.. and what she and her fainly are going to being though in between.
I'm mad at myself for being sooo disorganised this year and STILL not being ready for Christmas yet.
I'm mad and pissed off at lots of things today.
Okay, so what we have here is alot of Pi**ed off, disorganized, sad women

I'm feeling it very very very much too

maybe it's just a girl thing..we just want everything to be perfect and it never seems to work out that way
Oh well...cause of my "always being grateful little self" I'm thinking of the other things I also don't have:
(1) a family member of beloved friend in the hospital or someone I love dying of cancer.
(2) a place to live, though my home isn't what I wanted it to be for the holidays, I still have a home.
(3) I do have a wonderful new hubby, so I won't be sleeping alone on Christmas eve.
(4) much much more and I still have you CS family folks to keep me company and keep me straight, right Daniel??