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Aug 2, 2001...
Woke up exactly three miles from home. Driving. I was asleep. And on the wrong side of the road. The only thought that crossed my mind was my neighbor driving into work and that if I were to pull back on the road, I would hit Jim and Kathy. I would never been able to live with myself.
I did the only think that I could do. I closed my eyes and prayed. I woke up 40 feet from the road on a steep grade. I was outside of the car. Blood was flowing from both ears, glass sticking out of my arms, face, shoulders. My face swollen fully on the left side. My hair was matted with blood, grass, and leaves.
I was taken to the hospital 30 minutes away. I was in and out of consciousness and felt like I was continually falling on my head. I spent three days in the hospital. Major concusion, various laceration to the face, hyphema (blood in the iris) of both eyes, dislocated shoulded, and fractor to the right femur. I was in bad shape. I was completely alone, and I had a lot "unfinished" business. I was riding the thin red line.
I went home, one month and two days later...I was getting my life back on track. Visiting my brother in Hutchinson, Kansas. I was standing in a pen with a young colt. In the blink of an eye, I was on my knees blood pouring from my nose and mouth. There was no flash of light, no revelation of the coming end. With the assistance of my sister-in-law, I went to the hospital. After four hours, and various ct scans. I was sent home, to return to "a specialist" the following morning.
1:00pm the following day, I arrived at the office of Dr. Robert Epp, ear nose and throat specialist and facial reconstructive surgeon. I knew at this point that something was seriously wrong. I was welcomed with open arms to the office. Each nurse in awe of the swelling that made my face look something a soccer ball, only the colors were more purple, black, green, and yellow. Oh and the donald duck bandaid that girls at the ER found so funny didn't help.
Moving on...I was told that I would have surgery the following week.
After a 6 hour surgery. 2 plates, one bracket, and a reset nose.
My doctor informed me shortly after the surgery that if anything about the incident would have been different I would have at minimum been blind but more likely dead.
It was that I stared death in the face but that it looked at me and said HA HA!
It was in that couple of months that I realized the preciousness of life. My own reality and the fact that indeed I am not invisible.
Life is a wonderful!
hi wendywindy !
i tried to answer you earlier on but my computer played up
thanks for a great story !...you'd be another person that i would enjoy listening to you on the 'tell us your life story'..for people thats got lots to say for themselves thread "
tell me something was there ever a time when you wished that you would just die during them times ?