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Just to let all of you know, I am not alive... I just exist.. I have given so much of myself I really don't have anything left.. I am way past empty.. yes I appreciate what others have said, but it always seems like I am always there for everyone in need.. and not many there for me.. I am not really asking for anything in return.. You know I always hear don't worry Daniel she is out there,
Really???

Where is she??? I don't see her, all I ever get is I just want to be friends... well i'm tired of just friends.. I have put so much into one particular relationship, and for what?... nothing.. I just plain give up... I haven't lived since May 11th of 2007.. I am so sorry to burden all of you with this, but I had to get it off of my chest... not that it helps me to feel any better, but I just had to say it..

This picture truly is me right now.. just without the angel behind me..



I really don't care if anybody posts in here or not.. at least I said what I had to say...

I know even when friends tell you it will be okay and things will happen in their own time..but words are nice but it still really doesnt help...i know what alone feels like i was there for over 5 years...Daniel i wont go on...but i am here for you anytime..even just to vent..I love you as a dear and true friend..

Daniel,

I will simply tell you as I have told many others to do, and I do myself. Everday, look into the mirror, tell that beautiful bhuman being looking back at you these precise words. "I love you."

JMO

Living life to the full my friend is more than having a partner with us. We need to be happy with who we are, with what we do, and ourselves before we can look for that special someone out there.
You sound like you are suffering from depression, its not the first time I've seen you post so negatively. If you are not finding yourself a soulmate or a girlfriend, it could be because she is seeing this side of you. Take yourself off to a doctor, take some time out from all this online stuff,
I know people will say, "stay here Daniel, we are your friends" and they will do so with the best intentions, but sometimes this is what suffocates us, you need time to re-coup, to breath,
take up a new hobby, and breath a lot of fresh air.
Good luck to you my friend.

sometimes Daniel the path that others use to find whatever it is they seek does not will not work for others. no Rah Rah words here Daniel, just the facts. sometimes where others benefit ...others get drained and fed off of. Its a harsh realization when it happens.

Hi Hun

Yes I know exacteally where you are coming from been there myself a few times and so fed up as well but hun life goes on and out there is a beautiful lady who will take you for who you are, be brave have lots of patience and keep smiling.

Demi

have felt like your feeling now many times,

Daniel...re-read buster's post and take note.

Don't you think to live just to be part of a couple is not healthy?
One should enjoy ones life whether they are hooked up or single, and if they have a good life being single, then if that gal or guy come into their lives thats an added bonus, not a be all and end all for our existence.

Daniel,
You are a very good man in my eyes... even when i first came to CS immeadiatly respected you.

I have that same respect for you still today.

i Agree, as i said this picture says so much.

men like to be so strong and act emotionless, But you my friend are a rare breed of true inner confidence.
You may not feel the confidence now at the moment.
But you know who it is that people seek when they have questions...

You sell yourself short in the area of emotions... anyone who sees you as weak, i don't think i would really ever be a close friend to them.
for if one cannot feel and share kindness and compassion with others (including Men) they are missing so much in the world.

I tell you This My friend, hearing she is out there sucks... because when you are wanting that love of an angel you need it then.

I have fought with many hardships and failures in my life... and gave up on finding anything, because i knew i could not accept anything less than true love.

There is true love out in the world and as corny as it sounds there are several soulmates waiting for every individual alive (males and females)

It will happen... and it will be in Gods Time when he feels you are ready to be with them.
I wish i could take the feelings of despair away.

But i think you have found a picture that represents exactly what love should be... even if it where reversed... just the thought of one soul looking over another in time of need.

This is an excellent picture for Men to consider.
To see that even when you think you are alone... your Angel of love is watching over you comforting your heart and feeling your pain.

That is True Love... and i know you will find it daniel... when it is time.

Your Friend
Eric

Why not try being a bit more selfish, Daniel? It can't always be about sacrificing yourself for others, imo.

Nice photo, btw.

Hi Daniel, my name is Jay Now that you are at this point take this real moment where your guard is dropped your heart is open and you are being so truthful to yourself acknowledging your larger than life heart is absolutely ready for someone to have it and share it with us, don't lock it down. Stand up and face that angel standing behind you because she's got your back....and so do we......Somebody out there is missing out,somebody out there doesn't even realize her needs for her own search, are an email or a flower away...Hang in there bro.... you've told the universe you are ready and in the grand sceme of things you are far to important to be ignored..... she's coming
bro stay you.....

Hi Daniel; know you are not alone

Hi Daniel give yourself more time.....and there is an angel behind you,behind everybody....don't ever give up Daniel