Posted: Jan 26, 2008, 11:54 AM CST
Claayer wrote:Hellooo Trudy
I've been like that for a few weeks, but for me I think it is all the stuff with my Liver Cancer buddy.. I know it's knocked me sideways.. I just feel like someone kicked the wind out of my sails.
At the moment.. It (if you hadn't noticed haha) Is making me far less tolerant of people complaining and 'woe is me-ing'
'Have you got incurable, rapidly moving Liver Cancer? Have you been given a short time to live?
No? then shut the hell up and be GRATEFUL you can carry on LIVING!
(ermm not you Trudy BTW haha).. It's just how I'm feeling lately.
On the one hand getting to know Mr McMaybe is giving me lots of nice feelings.. (haha I omit the good words!) and Just about since we started talking (was when we first realised there was something wrong with Trish).. So in the background (and foreground- it switches I notice) I have the feeling of being in la la land.. and at the same time being completely heartbroken about Trish.
Just like me meeting Mr McMaybe (next weekend!).. I'm sooo looking forward to meeting him, and spending time with him to see what happens... and on the very same trip I have to go and do the one thing I've been dreading.. seeing my best friend for what could be the very last time.
Soooooooo.. I'm all over the frickin place at the moment.. (if you hadn't noticed)
Good - Bad
Happy - Sad
Thrilled and heartbroken..
Two complete opposites playing tug with my feeling.
I need chocolate, a hug.. a spare liver .. a jet.. and a lobotomy!
Hey eupheeoooo...
seems many times the good and bad follow eachother, maybe thats what gets us through the hard times, knowing the good is right around the corner.
I wish you much fun and am excited for your trip to his your guy friend and wish you many hugs and love as u visit Trish....