Posted: Jun 13, 2008, 2:32 PM CST
hard to say
knee jerk reaction is i woulda said yes to record deals
but if i think about it my reasons still stand...
so oh well
ive never done w/o food on the table and a love of that gift
i would have never picked up drugs
maybe
some awesome people ive met in the last 16 yrs
in uncle bill's house
i would have somehow avoided my daughters kidnap of 14 yrs- i missd all her life from 3-17 but mostly now i think because she is so screwed up because of it.
i was sposedly physically unable to have a child but against all odds, an aged partner, one time, w/ a condom
i have a brilliant 15 yr old
i dunno
no regrets
im learning my plans are never as good for me as life's road
try to do the next right thing and keep my fingers out of it
do the footwork-let go of the results
i must not regret much as im not ashamed anymore to tell any and all of my history-and according to societys standards-some of its a bit-hmmmm-inappropriate?
but its mine and its made me who i am
and the older i get the more im peaceful in this skin
thot provoking topic gilly