Posted: Feb 19, 2008, 9:11 PM CST
Tomorrow morning I will have my last cigarette. I promised myself years ago that if I ever woke up coughing, that I would quit. The minute I hit the shower, I begin the classic, "Smokers cough". I consider that to be my last warning. Not that I want to live to be 90, I just want to feel good when I wake up. I want to be able to smell things again, (I think if a Jackal wretched in my kitchen, I wouldn't even notice) leave alone not being able to taste food anymore.
I've been through this before, I know what to expect. This time I'll try not to kill anyone, or chase cars, snapping at their tires. I will not eat 24 chocolate bars a day nor fill up on pasta every time I crave a smoke. Good luck to me, I want to breathe again.