Posted: Apr 28, 2008, 8:42 PM CST
this was one that i wrote a while back. it reflects my feelings at that time. but anyone who as read my not dead yet post knows that it is no longer true. sorry if i depress anyone.
confused and torn
this is in regards to an ex of mine. that i have known for years.
CONFUSED AND TORN
not sure how to proceed
there's a lot of confusion in my life
someone who i thought was long gone
popped back into my life
they told me lots of interesting things
how much their life has changed
it the same bull said many times before
but at this point i am confused and torn
my heart says yes but my brain says no
i have been hurt severely before
and i know that whatever they say will not last
oh am i so confused and torn
the matter is both simple
and complicated
i have a good history with them
but also bad
They say they want me in their life
and to finially be his wife
my heart says yes my mind says no
to many years have come and gone
add to all this another thing
i am interested in someone new
who i know will be better for me
someone who i know wont willing hurt me
i'm so confused and torn
oh i know the answer should be simple
go with the one who is better for me
but life is never so easy or simple