Claayer wrote:Oh I dunno.. mine's huuuge
i guess it depends what r watchin huh claayer?
this s the point i was trying to make all day
when i admitted my unrealistic goal was instant ratification
and that it was causing me pain
i set my goals differently
and i dont want that anymore
cuz i know how-ok HOW i choose or why i choose who-LOL
and i know how it turns out every time-
and i know i dont want that again
i want somethin different so i do somethin different
works like a charm
not to say i dont miss the old way
but i just think it out all the way
"what if i hurry, what if i run, what if i am wantin what i should not need from another? what if what if and at the end i always come to understand it will indeed end the same way-
lets face it-the battle scars
were really starting to mar my innate beauty

i need to write that down

i just did