Posted: Jun 25, 2008, 11:00 AM CST
im finding it easy to be arounf friends and family, but never at ease, i panic alot, and get nervous, about the smallest thing, never seem to be comfartble, im finding it hard not to have a routine, and be a normal guy, and not just a body in the field, the shit i done out there aswell, i cry and feel guilty about it, why is that?