Here is my definition of being at your wits end and being willing to jump out a 8th story window!!
This time last week i was sat in a hospital bed.....and that's not the bad bit, nor the fact i couldn't breath without oxygen, my lungs were not working (well the bottom half of each lung wasnt working at all) and when i was admitted i was put next to man who had a chronic snoring problem.
Now imagine this, your physically exhausted, haven't eaten proper food in weeks, your voice is gone and you haven't slept in 24 hours before you crawl into hospital, whereapon you land up next to man who has coughing fits and then promtly snores from 11pm till 7am in the morning!!!!
After 4 days in hospital i had to bed the hospital for sedatives, the doctors refused because i had to be ok for a CT Scan, so i wasn't allowed anything, then i pointed out to the doctor that that wan't until monday and i would have to be admitted to the psych ward the following night if they didn't either give me sedatives or knock me on the head with something heavy!!
After i had my scan they somehow managed to forget to keep reordering the drugs (that are standard on the psych ward!) and i wouldn't get enough to knock me out at all or what i did get wasn't until 3am, when it made it virtually useless to give them to me as everyone made noise from about 6am!!
A few days before i came home, i snuck out from hospital to come the 8 miles home (without the oxygen) to get some noise cancelling headphones......i was that desperate for some sleep!!
In short i went without sleep from the sunday evening one week to the following friday the week after ( some 12 days and managed less than 12 hours sleep in the whole period.
If theres one thing that will really piss me off is another person if i ever have to go back into hospital, is basically first sign of a snore i will just throw them out of the window and accept whatever punishment i'm given.If my room mate in prison snores there ill kill him in his sleep, and ill keep up the murdering spree until i either get a quiet mute to share with or my own cell.
Being ill is one thing, but someone else driving you mad on top when your not well enough to escape is entirely another matter altogether.
Apart from that and planning how to escape the prison i'm normally balanced, but expect me to become unhinged fast if you have blocked nasal passages or problems with your soft pallet.....