Ok...Get your popcorn out for this one...Don't forget to add some butter and wine mixed..Oh and a glass of milk too.
Tell me I'm Judgemental??? I'm not going to judge my last relationship here that ended coldheartedly on her behalf just to let you all know.
I accepted the fact that she was hurting from her past, so she abused the shit out of me when her third personality kicked in, And it was a knife jammed in my friggin chest for a long time...Yet I learned, wait Chris..Forgive her...I'm not perfect either we just weren't meant to be. It's all about forgiveness just like the Don Henley song goes. Anyway I continued to pray for her to let go of her terribly horrific past and be there by her side to be a best friend as P1 labeled me.
Oh yeah, She was one of the people we immediately think of when you here the word Religious or Christian may I add. The more $$$ you send to the TV programs, the more you deserve to get by doing what ever she had to as I unfortuanately learned the hard way. She'd send all of her $$$ to the programs right after we met, Trying to convince me don't worry about how much you spend when your with me..God brought us together..P2 "We're Soulmates."
She made me feel guilty that she desrved a vacation after all she'd been through in the recent past..So we planned a trip to Myrtle Beach, SC for a few weeks. We couldn't afford this and I knew it but she said don't worry I'll pay you back when I get my Tax return as soon as we get back. OK, She's an honest Christian "Godly Wombman,"
So I agree.
P3 kicks in 2 days b4 we leave..She deserves to be taking a flight..not driving. I was able to get her to agree to drive. Meanwhile, my 3-year old daughter let's me know about some terrible abuse and dangerous situations she's in when at her moms 50% of the time so I know I need an attorney now. My Godly wife to be says..don't worry ..We'll pray..God will bring you one who will work for free. Ok ALL things r possible but I always have a plan bcd so during the vacation she Maxes out two of my credit cards on presents 4 her and her family never even thinking of me or my daughter..Just herself. She'll pay me back when we get married soon and consolidate.
We get home, She sends her tax return to the Christian Faith work schemes. Now nothing. I start having to spend time and $$ on attorneys for full custody for my daughter..P3 kicks in..She says you're not here for me like a husband should be..Pack up and Go back to PA now. I don't think you're meant for me.
It is what it is...next time my senses will be wiser and more in tune. We live and learn right? hopefully.
I like the one guys post..keep it simple.
I still pray for her to find peace at heart BTW...so anyway I do advise being aware of the fact that many Religious people are scam artists as well as unreligious.
Please remember I'm not here to judge just ..maybe meet one or two people to get to know a little.
We can find good and bad everywhere..it's just how we chose to view it. That's not new news. "New news is just old news happening to new people"
I sincerely pray now that whoever reads this book,Chapter !, is blessed in all they set out to do!
God Bless and good night
-Chris